reSult is cOmiNg out tomorrow..

~Hi~ everyone.. soi mui is here again..guess wat??A Level result is coming out tomorrow..im worrying..so scare ar man!! damn it..i reli reli scare to noe it..but i cant wait for the day comes.. >.<*

Omg,i cant fall asleep tonite..i cant sleep at all!! feel hungry summore..am i pity enuf?? aihz..dun1na get a bad surprise on tml morning..God..help me pls..

Aihz, why so susah1?? i feel uncomfortable la..nervous..panic..wat should i do rite now?? Juz wait for the second to get my result? worst..i cant sleep..i reli cant fal zZzZzz..how i gotta wait until the next day?? hm..hope everything is goin fine tml as everybody say "tomorrow is never die" rite??

~情為何物?~

什么是愛??什么是情??“愛情” 這兩個字,看似簡單 .. 其實其意義非比尋常~!!

憑這“簡單” 的兩個字就足以把世人搞雜了!!世界上的男男女女都在不停的尋找真愛.. 那又有誰得到他們所謂的幸福? 又有多少個人能夠了解真愛是什么?! 或許愛情是沒有真正的定義的吧~!! 當緣份來臨時, 也意味着愛請的到訪.. 為什么會有緣無份呢?? 這是丘比特的安排? 仰或是人們為愛解脫的借口?

有些人正在盲目的追求愛情, 希望自己早日掉入愛河里! 這就是所謂的嘗不到時就覺得它很完美.. 有些人則不敢談戀愛, 深怕自己受傷害.. 這又是為什么? 沒有勇氣面對愛情嗎? 愛情后遺癥嗎?還是跌倒了,不讓自己重新爬起來的機會??
正在戀愛中的人, 陶醉于愛情里, 正在愛河里爭扎着.. 為愛而活, 為愛而犧牲所有,甚至寶貴的生命.. 連呼吸都困難.. 為什么在愛情帶來歡樂的同時也把悲傷給帶來了呢? 難到世間上就沒有兩全其美的事物嗎? 那你認為戀愛中的人是幸福的嗎??

在愛情里最避忌的是什么呢? 缺乏信任? 勇氣? 自信? 大男/女人主意? 欺騙? 小氣? 吝穡? 多疑? 自私? 嘮啕? 誤會? 還有.. 等等.. “誤會”是愛情的至命傷.. 誤會的存在破壞了愛情的完美.. 可惜吧? 更可悲的是雙方都是無辜者!! 誰人可以破解這怕人的誤會呢? 誤會的出現, 人們的吵架, 很傷感情吧?! 我感到無奈.. 我無法阻止誤會的發生.. 心好疼啊!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!砰~ 心碎的聲音.. 您聽到了嗎??

我們為愛而喜悅.. 為愛而蹦潰.. 歡樂時, 我們就該盡情享樂!! 悲傷時, 也不忘了流眼淚!! 嘻! 女人比男人幸運的是她們懂得流眼淚.. 不能流淚的那一方總是會比較辛苦~!! 流淚并不代表脆弱而是發泄的其中一種方程式而已!! 人生路上坎坷多端, “自己跌倒, 自己爬” 是天經地義的事!! 本來嘛.. 自己跌倒就應該自己爬, 又有什么不可以?大不了再重新振作起來,讓自己更小心的走!! 這是為自己負責任的小小動作而已!! 能夠 “自己跌倒,自己爬的人” 也該為此引以為榮吧!! 來, 干杯~!!

愛與被愛只是一線之間, 相愛的人會感受到愛與被愛的存在.. 因而感覺到幸福的美~!!

what's the hell is goin on????????

Damn it..why like that one?why the connection line got problem recently and why the incharge people never inform us??shit!!we pay for them and they treat us like that?what's the problem is goin on?what's the hell happened on the tmnet,jaring,streamyx..??sob sob..damn sad with it..cause i disconnect always when im chatting v my frenz!!this will cause people misunderstanding,make people quarrel,make people suffering..WHAT'S WRONG WITH THE CONNECTION SYSTEM???????????I feel "phek chek" with it!!!!!!!!Argh~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!heLp#$%@@*&^@!$^*^$%

ThE DaY U wenT aWay..

那天晚上..我哭了..明明不被允許掉出來的淚，最終不聽話的眼淚還是從眼睛里滑落出來..可憐,我無法控制自己的眼淚!!

那一刻,我再也無法言語..嘴巴一張開,眼淚就滑下..再多的不愿意,再多的不舍得也只能壓印在心里! 這或許是“有口難言”吧!!所有的不舍,所有的悲傷都呈現在臉上,我相信你是感受得到的..此時無聲勝有聲!不會說話的眼睛,是最動人的心..對望的那一刻,我們都覺得自己好可憐..sob!!sob!! >.<”

臨走前..那熱情,溫馨,體貼,溫暖的擁抱,讓我久久不能自己..陶醉于其中，我喜歡抱抱,不想回去殘忍的現實..可是,人生嘛,就是得從夢中蘇醒過來..你還是得走您的路,我是得繼續我的途徑..我們還是得面對分離的痛苦!! 所謂:天下無不散之筵席.我們唯一能做的就只有--等待--

這一切的一切,或許是上天善意的安排吧!!我們會因此而更加珍惜彼此,會因為距離而更加想念,會因為短暫的分離而學習獨立..也因為這次的分離,我們期盼着下一次的聚會!!也許嘗到了分離的苦,我們才會覺得原來相聚是那么的甜!! 親愛的,只想告訴你,真愛是經得起考驗的!!我們是會被祝福的!!嘻!

<<痛>> .. >.<"

痛。。分為兩種：一是肉體上的痛，二則是心靈上的痛。。
人生就必承受這些不可思議的痛嗎？不管您愿不愿意，你也得承受這些“痛”！！何為人生呢？生老病死是人生必經之路。。痛只不過是它的調味料罷了！

肉體上的痛是人們所看得見的，所感受及體會得到的，是讓人看了會心疼及使人憐憫的。。肉體的痛是短嶄而實在的。。哪里有血；哪里就會有痛的感覺！
然而心靈上的痛是人們所無法體會的。。它很抽象。。只有當事人明了！！它似空氣般讓你看不到，捉不着。。但它卻偏偏住在你心深處，讓你感受到它的存在，它的痛。。有多少個人可以承受的了心靈上的痛呢？

肉體的痛往往會帶來心靈上的創傷，然而傷的存在也意味着痛的來臨，間接中心靈上的痛產生了。。 ：’（ 有時候我們會因他人的痛而感覺到痛。。哈！這應是因人而異吧！我會！！或許是同情，或許是感性吧！！嘻！那你是屬感性行的嗎？

痛。。是致使流淚的主因。。若沒有感覺到痛又有誰會哭呢？除非有灰塵或其它意外吧！！好好珍惜您身邊的人吧，不要傷極他們那弱小的心靈，只因心靈的通是很難治好的。。甚至更有人因此而流下陰影。。承受不住心靈痛折磨的人更會得到神經病的“侵臨”，可悲吧？是不是每個人都能自己跌倒，自己爬呢？？愿上帝保佑！！阿門！！

wHeN U aRe AloNe .. wAt would u thiNk ??

Im bored..that's why I am here again!! ~.~ ofcuz im alone in my room, facing the PC which can take me to all over the world within the uses of internet..im such a poor gal here.. Sigh, i need to stay at home most of the time.. im a pity lonely gal.. :'()

New Year,new wishes,new hair style,new cloths,new shoes,new handbeg,new car,new sem,new house,new hat,new books,new friends,new topic,new calendar,new toys,new impression,new.. ..izzit all those things must change to the new one? If really so..then should i change to bcm a new gal or maybe should i change to bcm a guy??should i move to other country?should i change to the new course?should i change my attitude?should i change my characteristic?should i change to a new name?should i change a new boy friend and should i change my papa & mama as well??????

Ha! Ha! Ha! Im juz crapping here..ofcourse not all of them should change to the new one or maybe some of them are not possible to change to the new one..If possible,we should appreciate what we are having now..whatfore gonna change to a new one?? Sometimes, there are greed,desire,excuse for us to buy more new things for ourselve during new year time..hehe~!! New year doesn't mean to change everything we've to the new one,right?

Anyway,im juz bored..so i crap alotZz here .. hm..wanna cry dee.. :'(((((((

An unforgetful nEw yeAr eVe + 1 jAn 2005

Hie all.. i juz back from KL few days ago..hm..have alots fun there especially on the new year eve,haha!! I miss the time when me n my darling n my very good fren in Q bar!!!!!!! That was a great meeting..it happened in last minute!! it was just a *surprise* for me..i love it!! God blessed!! Oh yea!! We celebrate the new year in Qbar..there was my 1st time new year celebration in KL..in bar n v my dear dear..at the same time too,my very very lovely good fren oso there v me..it's really really great!! I miss u guysssssss ....... argh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Dear..it is the 1st time i celebrate new year with u also..the 1st time i go pub with u..haha!! Never know that he will dance so well..shocking me still..crazy dude..muahaha!! such a new *discovery* of my life!!!!! but bad thing happened at midnite..guess wat? he vomit..haha!! mayb he drink too much..so pity but i feel funny !! keke~!! Nevermind, he gives me a golden opportunity to be a ^nurse^ for him @.@ hm..not bad la..huh?! Im satisfied to be a good nurse there?? Yiepie..dear,we did celebrate ur 20th Birthday together, X'mas together and New Year together..we did it all those in the 1st time..haha!! I appreciated it..but one thing i worry is..we cant celebrate valentines together..so down.. :'()