The very last day of 2009 !!

Today, a very last Thursday in year 2009 and it is also mean that it is the very last day of 2009!

Time flies!! However, I realized a lot of us do really happy about the coming of the New Year 2010! Everyone shouted for joys! Me, myself happy too!

Like as usual, today, my very last working day in 2009 yet it doesn’t mean that I don’t have to work after that, just that I’ll be coming back to work again in a different year in 3 days later. Anyway, I got my reason to be happy for and Jesus knows why =)

No matter what, I thank to all my dearest ones who care and love me and never stop supporting me, especially to someone which I don’t mention here but u know who you are!

Come to think about it, for all these days in 2009, I’ve grown and changed a lot and hopefully I had become wiser a bit? Lol.. By the way, my last year resolution has come to achieve half!! Way to go and I’ll never give up!

Thank god for everything and anything! Lesson gained and lesson learned and I am already a better someone now! *great* thank god for sending good peoples in my life, they heal the broken soul and I’m now fully healed and can dance with them with my complete self!

As for the past four years, never one time I have celebrated New Year with my family. Due to studies and work and so I needed to be back just right after Christmas. So, you can imagine how it feels when you are all alone in the New Year eve and out of your hometown? However this year no exception too, leaving my hometown to work but I am not alone! I am very excited and looking forward to the great year of 2010!

I’ve a feeling that tonight gonna be a good good night! Few more hours to go.. hooray!

May all the people be blessed and have a very Happy New Year 2010!

p.s. At the end of the day, it’s the faith that keep you alive and it’s the right choices that u picked that make you a happy soul!

- thank you 2009 and kiss good bye!

What you want for Christmas?

Christmas is coming, oh yes, I’m definitely in the holiday mood already! Day off until next week!

Come to talk about Christmas, and I’ve asked myself do I really know about this season? How many of us do really understand about this day? A day to remember Jesus? A day to exchange present? A day to party and cheer? A day to be together with our loved ones?

For me, it’s truly a thankful day to be! It’s a blessing that I am still be able to celebrate this day. Christmas is not for the sake of giving away of exchanging gift but then it is a blessing for me to give because I’m blessed!

There is no hard rule that I should give and take. It’s from the bottom of my heart that I’m blessed by God and I want to bless you as well! Since, it’s a thankful day and it has become our family’s culture to be gathering on this very special day!

Yes, I’m going home.. time lapsed! To be continued when I get back.. to all be merry on this special season! *hugs*



p.s. Thanks for asking what I want for Christmas, it reminds me that I don’t really know what should I want for, really! But since, it’s a blessing day, any blessing received, and I’ll be great! Hence, no demand then! =D

Effort putted and shattered away

When your effort been putting on someone who does not appreciate, it has all been shattered apart!

Let say, when you’re thinking hard to buy something to cheer your parents on a memorable day. You went all the way there, look see up and down, left and right, just to hunt for a most suitable and they might-need-gift. (Effort + money pumped in, sweat + tears) In your mind, you’re thinking to make them a blast blessed day to be remembered! But you never know…

I know I know, money can’t buy anything nor buy you a peaceful heart. However, if there is no little spending of money and consumption of time, there would be no sincerity showed at all.

Who knows, at the end of the day, they don’t appreciate what have you done and yet you got scolded by spending up too much money and time and it makes you feel like rubbish, everything you had done seemed like nonsense and it worth just basically NOTHING !

So, lesson gained, sit down there, do your own thing and REMEMBER don’t go out and spend a single penny and they would praise you a good little girl/boy!

p.s. Don’t expect anything up if you’ve pushed people away for the 1st round of an award!

他的爱情很为大..

那一天，听了一个好友的苦诉，顿时间感触很多，好想为他的他哭了。。

一却都是好友的错，但是感情的世界很复杂，别人的爱情，我没有资格话语太多！

除了希望友人不要再一错再错，早日反醒，

我默默的祝福他的那一位他！

怎么他们的爱情竟可如此的为大？

怎么他会有颗如此为伟大的包容心？

我好忏愧，怎么我的爱情是被认可的，然而我却一点也不为大？

宝贝，

请原谅我的自私及无知。。

叼蛮及固执。。

但我会长大！

人，会因为时间，知识，教训以及生活经验，

而学会了更珍惜！

我们无法，也没有能力去改变一个我们爱的人，

但，

真正爱你的人会因为你的好，觉得自忏而有所改变！

p.s.但愿天下有心人，有情人会一辈子幸福快乐的白头到老！

而无心，无情，无意的，老天会有暗示。。

FIRST day of the month yet the LAST month of the year!

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LATER TIME ..

p.s. please be patient, sorry for the inconvenience cause!

The mini returned ~

But many many thanks to the mini (the lady owner) for the 3 days of using! Good enough! I’ve done a lot of things which I didn’t manage to do if without the mini. Minnie, u’r cool!

I don’t realize I love car so much whenever I’ve one! However, due to the long suffers here, I’ve found that I’m indeed in love with it! I used to complain legs pain whenever I need to walk a bit. I used to complained far and hot weather whenever my car was parked outside the condo. I used to finding excuse not to fetch people whenever I am allowed. I was once fall asleep during the traffic jam and light!

Anyway, I used to be an expert driver who loves driving still!*lucky* So far nothing big damage on my mini car, other than the first ever minor accident which was the hit-and-run case! That guy is so F*** IRRESPONSIBLE! *lantak la, hope he survives still!*

Only in these few days that I’ve realized it’s superb convenient to have a mini by my side! And I feel safe! It saves time and to avoid yourself from being pack with the so called “foreigner”! Meanwhile, it keeps you clean and out of dust on the face!

Ah hem, I’ve secretly wish that it could be raining during that 3 days but no! How bad my brain is polluted? =P Anyway, the mini has to be returned since it’s not mine and I don’t own it. Thanks for the sweet offer from the owner. Suddenly I feel she is lovely but then I always know why is this so! Thanks grandmom! I miss u already!

I should do her a sweet favor this Christmas! She is my beloved granny and she will always be! Ah Por, I really love u so so very much!

p.s. I felt free for the past 3 days, gosh! I’m lovin it! Pray for the rainless days for the coming months! :)

Jesus Loves Me This I Know

p.s. I do really enjoy listening to this sweet song during my solo time =) Thanks Jesus, my brain work still! I hope you will like it as much as I do :) ~enjoy flying~ and Yes, grandma loves this song very much!

and hence,
this song especially dedicated to my beloved grandmother! *hugs*

Found a hot chic - she's the pinky!

I’ve recently found this cool little “thingy” on earth! It’s so true that it’s a love fell at FIRST SIGHT!

The first thing that comes to your mind must be good in looking! Yeah, it is! It’s a very beautiful small piece indeed! It has a beautiful slim body and shine in happy colour – pink! Most attractively, it is tiny, it is the season “outfit” and it is pretty convenience and cool to bring along just everywhere on earth and to capture down every single cool moments in life, and in the world! Guess who is “she” then?

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Yes, first sight but for all the ordinary man is still not a good enough reason to get this little hot chic but yet after some research and review, so far so good STILL! It’s well functioned and equipped with 5* technology and cool in design and hence raise the value of itself HIGH! For people who loves and enjoying the night life of itself and thought that the night still young life style, “she” could be a super duper hot chic for ya *winks* One word, elegant!

Geeeee.. I prreeeeeetty love this hot chic! It’s so tempting and I almost burn myself down on the street! *screeeeeeeeeeeeeeam*

Anyway, it’s still under review and consideration as it’s too new a baby and it’s too high in the MONEY value to own!




p.s. most of all, it is because its so stylish that attracted my eyes! *I’m a bit of guilty* Yea, guilty but can’t help! Love it! ^^

I hate you so much!

Yes...

I hate the one who I staying with! In short I hate my HOUSEMATE!

I would rather that you're gone from home; I would rather that I'm home alone and to be scared alone! I would rather that I'm blind, I'm deaf, I'm dumb and numb whenever there is only one YOU!

A surprise call in the evening ~

Before all the blossom seasons, there were winter and unfriendly weather. So did my soul felt the same flow, today? Because of a kick ass pain cossy meal for dinner, I was a bit too upset with the “aunty”. I used to be her LOYAL customer! How could she done this to me?

Oh well, sometimes when you’re being “chin cai” people steps on you! Although I couldn’t be the most kindness ones in the world but I’m still very kind yet I don’t expect people to treat me like a fool! I really don’t deserve that. But heard before, big bully picks the weak kind ones to bully only? *sigh*

I was truly disappointed, I’ve been the regular customer for the freaking one whole year yet I’ve come to this point that I no longer willing to tolerate anymore. Thinking of a way to give up as a vegetarian (night) soon. This is not the way, I cannot survive by that! I was down and I took out my mobile phone, there was no missed calls, no message, I put it back and it rang!

Cool… when I first heard the voice I know who was the one already! A call far from UK! Yeah, I miss u so much babe! She gave me the surprise call! (purposely to create one!) I was very happy, I was so happy at that time! I thought I was alone but someone far missing me! Awwwww.. girl, I’m speechless! I’m glad that u remembered me, recalling our past and we are good friend still =)

I miss you, as I don’t get to see u so often as for the last time. Now, I don’t get to talk to u whenever I want to and I don’t get to simply ring you cause it’s so costly. Yet, u’ve made it all for me! Thanks sweetie, thanks for the call! I've spent about more than half an hour time talking with her at the place I used to be and then only I slowly walked home. Sky was dark but I’m safe!

Our conversation kept running on my head. You told me it’s not fun to be there while I wish so much that I can be there. You complained the food not nice and costly, the weather is cool on winter, and you missed us! However, I always envy those who have the chances to be there. Yes, I do. The experience to be studying there and the experience to tour around there is totally different, babe, you admit it right? When I asked you about Petaling Street and UK and that was your answer – UK! I guess none of us like PS as we went through a lot of hell and shit.

Although it might not be fun to be forever there, but still a wish is yet to be fulfilled! I wish so much that all of us gang not to be separated and we could gather-together soon in the future.

p.s. The road not taken, what a life? But give life, life!

U will see ..

When it is dark..

You will see who is the devil and who is the angel..

Why should I put on hatred so much when it makes me feel worse? That's the cursing of a demon yet our feeling followed..

I felt so much disappointed in life yet I'm not heart dying yet. That is because Jesus never forgotten to always drops me atleast an angel into my life =) No matter how bitter my life is, He inserted some sweet honey drops into my toughee path. I feel thankful out of the so many up and downs and I'm surviving still - here smiling!


p.s. I was actually feel like crying already and yet your voice manage to reach me on time! I'm so weak a human being. My little effort been shatted apart by someone who are mean.. I guess somebody will have to pay back later, yet I'm not cursing that somebody but God have an eye on us, yes, everyone of us!

幸福。在那里？

不管开心也好，伤心也好，我都会经过这里。。

只要双腿累了，心灵累了，人好累的时候，

我都选择世界上的这个角落坐下，歇息，沉思。。

我，是真的累了，但我不想回家！

所以选择留下，再多待一会儿，

比较好。。此时，幸亏有纸和笔，

让我一笔一画的写出我内心的世界！

这里很好啊！

像是我独处的避风港。。

我知道这里不会有认识我的人出现，

只有与我檫肩而过的陌生人同在。

至少还有人在，我并不会孤单，有人在就好！

在这里，可以选择不开口也没人说不礼貌，

因为大家都只是路过的而已。。

刚才突然听到那熟悉的脚步声，

还好希望是你！

可是不抬头，都知道不会是你。。

因为你不可能会知道这一个属于我的角落。。

我默默的佩服我那一颗小小的心，

不管有多忙，有多累，

都会留下一个空间 － 想你！

我不知道我现在捧着的是什么样的幸福，

但我相信只要相信，

就会有幸福！

p.s.

如果有一天，我突然不见了，你会找我吗？

你会在世界那一个角落重遇我？

然而天涯茫茫，

那个所谓的角落在那里？

你是否知道。。？