离星星还远吗？

自从看完了“来自星星的你”这部电视剧以后，心里多多少少有了很不舍，很孤单的感觉，

只因忽然间可以见到那一颗“星星”的日子不再有，然而从播有很费神的。。所以我难免会有一点失落感。。

我很入戏，所以很害怕看戏，因为往往不能把戏中的完美带入现实时，我很难开心的活着，这一种不好受，会跟着我好一阵子！

这样的一颗星星，叫谁不想拥有？

戏里，他是来自别的星球的，然而他却爱上了活在这个地球的她。。他只剩下一个月就得回去他自己的星球，如果没有的话，他将会消失在这个地球上！但他竞然爱她爱得很深，那女的也很爱他，他们都很相爱着彼此，所以他选择了不走，留在这世上就是要跟她做夫妻！他告诉她，虽然留着会死，但他会尽力的活着去保护她并给她幸福。。。。。。。（看到这里，我已经心疼死了！）

在想，我们人生己不是如此吗？我们人类虽然都没有什么其它的星球可回。。但往往我们每个人所要面对的死亡己不是等于我们总有一天我们将会离开地球，离开所爱的人？很可悲的是，世上虽然没有人会遇测到死亡的来临，也不会为了死亡而生存着。。更不会为了人生的无常更加珍惜！

长大以后的我，开始懂得珍惜，因为见到一个个亲人的离去，就懂得害怕失去的滋味。。我不想带着遗罕离开，这是真的。。也开始去珍惜身边每一位爱我的人！我常在想，再不爱，我们是否会迟了？

当我们都很相爱的时候，我可以很没有妗持的向他提起结婚的大事，但我每一次都是被拒绝收场，心都曾经冷了好几回，但还是选择不死心的死缠烂打，这样的我会令人很讨厌吗？都到了这一把适婚年龄，也拥有了一段长达5年的恋情，难道我说结婚，会是个震憾人心的事实吗？都给长辈们问到倦了，他们都问，还等什么呢？难道我可以说，在等他所谓的“多一年”吗？

我们其实都不知道我们还能够拥有多少个的“多一年”。。我只是开始看见我的青春将要走远，我的爱情是否会开花结果呢？如果你还不清楚能不能给未来一个幸福的答案，我就只能默默祈求上帝的恩赐，让我可以很健全的去等待你那所谓的“多一年” 吧。。

p.s.我不是一个精明的投资家，上帝啊这个股，我还可以握住吗？

The last night of being young at the age of the beautiful 28 ~~

and so tonight gonna be my very last night of being young at this beautiful age of 

28

Although deep down inside me is so much hesitate to leave the beautiful age behind and yet we're only human, and what can I do other than to celebrate my coming years of 29 instead?

The huge SIGH of my age of 28, 1stly, I didn't get to graduate on time (while I supposed to grad, this year!) 2ndly, my marital status remain - single! (while my dream age of getting married is at the age of 28!) oh well, but still life goes on without my dreamS come true! 

The huge CHEERS in my life of 28 years are these following destiny that has colored my life :-

1.) learn to bear with the pain in life and get to accept that sometimes, unfairness happens for us to live in a way that god means us to be;

2.) get to know that testing of faith produces patience;

3.) get to know a few of the nice people that really changes my life;

4.) get to see everything in this world with a wise mind;

5.) get to fully understood that those challenges in life are to make us more stronger, tougher and being a great fighter of victory;

6.) and get to tell the world that I'm no longer a teenager by my mature attitude and serious responsibility held up high upon me;

7.) get to let go and move forward 

8.) care less attitude bring me more happiness instead!

Whatever it is, if time allowed and I'll be having a long list to go on so I better stop here and continue to fulfill the tasks that I haven't manage to secure and mend things right into place!

Last but not least, I shall not forget to take a few of my beautiful pics of 28 as time wont goes backward and picture is always the best silence describer! 

I'm gonna miss you my 28 however I'm welcoming the better 29 of myself too! 

p.s. blessed night, tonight! Thank you 28, u'r beautiful =) 

All my little happiness to be jot down on earth!

and Yeah there are more yet to come..!

See all these loving dovey things below, they indeed melt my heart and thanks to my beautiful guy that have big mercy, tolerance and he truly love me to the bit (ignorance of the fact that I was born to be so bitchy, sumtimes! *sorry dear*)

Despite my countless complains on things and I truly appreciate that he is still putting his effort to mend thing right and created me a surprise in a season of love and I'm very much in loved thn! The surprise I've got on my vday is this --> the whitegold necklace come together with the diamond pendant! This was the gift I'm longing for a "century" I could say and thanks darling, I know u truly love me by heart! *muacks*

Added benefit to the season of love, I was born on the last day of CNY cum Eastern Vday so ahem.. my pressie come after one another and undoubtedly all are sent by my Mr. Right whose name start with the capital R as well *grins* ^^ tadahhhhhh >>>>>

Thank you so so much, word alone couldn't describe how I felt the moment I've received all the loving stuff from you. I wish I could give u more each day, I wish I could spend more time with u and I wish I could be hugging u every second of my life! heh.. After all, I love u and undeniably that U'r one of the guy that really love me and I really never expect someone could pamper me the way I am! Thank you for letting me to be my very self when I am with u!

Huge THANKS to your sincere heart of love and your TOLERANCE! (I know I'm difficult to deal with but trust me I'm on my way of transforming, to become someone BETTER)