Happy Birthday Jesus!

p.s. song that touched every hearts during Christmas!

你太猖狂

能约出来的人都约光
能吃得下的早已吃光
很用力谈笑 比哭还绝望
怎么挨得到打烊

我以为痛苦可以分散
于是我忙到不能再忙
忙到忘记了洗掉你所有短讯
一字一巴打在我脸上

思念太猖狂 一个冷不防
一想起你 忙碌的生活变得空荡荡
对心事说谎 把你想到多么的不堪
伟大的你还想我怎样

我以为工作能够疗伤
甚至恨不得病倒再算
没力气遐想 谁知瘫痪在床上
越发渴望你就在身旁

思念太猖狂 一个冷不防
一想起你 忙碌的生活变得空荡荡
对心事说谎 把你想到多么的不堪
伟大的你还想我怎样

你也太猖狂 一个冷不防
睡到一半 才觉醒疗伤先要哭一场
对世界说谎 只把自己哄骗得更惨
想得到释放只有投降
想得到释放只有投降

p.s. right time, right moment, right song..

-ache-

Recently,

neck pain, again, YES again! due to over-stress or old sickness back to visit? i'm doubt.

Other than neck pain, heartache too! T.T

Sorry C, if you're seeing this, i'm emo at times and could not be positive any longer but i assured i won't be forever a sad bum! Let me break for awhile before i could get WELL..

p.s. need to really ease all my painfulness before i could really proceed! *sigh*

I count this a blessing ~

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A simple LOVE..

Indeed it is! =)

There was this day that I’m hunger for crabs or perhaps should I say that I’m a crab’s lover, so I tell out loud for my wish and it came true!

Ah ha, no wonder there is a saying that applied to all guys to their gals, that is “your wish is my command!” Hence, you see I’m pampered to the “cloud 9”! *giggle*

At the mean time, I see this as a big scarification of him, because while he is allergic-ing towards the crabs yet he brought me there without my second nag! ^^ After all, my heart fell for him again, yes again! =) Sometimes, you do thing out of love and you don’t realize it, but it’s so sweet, so precious, and so priceless! After all the love & concern, what you care most is to merely put a smile on the face of your love ones. You’re showering me with lots of love without a single word and my heart is silently melting inside, just for you!

I appreciate the sweet effort made out of love. Thank you very much! I truly appreciate ;) I hope somehow, someday, somewhere, I could make a “surprise” in return that can stick close to your heart too.

p.s. I HEART U a lot now, and forever!

最珍貴的角落

p.s. Just so into this song so so much! Particularly when I 1st listen to it, i've fall for it already! It's melting me heart just the way it is. I don't know why but I'm lovin it! =) *touching* It touched to da deepest of my heart, I feel like living with it, just every single day..

Thing that recalled the pain!

I hate to say this but it recalls!

There was this moment, I picked up the small piece of thing and it brought back the bitter-sweet memories. It’s BITTER more than sweet, hence it’s really bitter or I should say it’s not sweet at all! I even felt so disgusting when recalled! Immediately after that I tore off the pieces and throw away! I just hate them to be in my life even though it is just a small piece of shit but it does have a big impact on me! It brings me back to my bitter past! *damn*

It was definitely one part of my life that I’m very much unwilling to recall. But only if I have the choices on hand! Yes, I hate to remind myself that I hate you so much!

…Since the day I let go, I forgive as well. However, once it hurts, it left a forever wound there! Thus, how could I forget such a pain in depth? It’s just so horrible and I can’t imagine how can I be treated in such a way? I was all been shattered apart! I’ve thrown away my pride! I’ve became a “YES” gal! I’ve became so not me and you’ve change my world upside down! At the end of the day, I got all the blame from you!...

Now that I’ve turn back and see myself a foolish last time. How can I be such a moron in the past? Indeed, I’ve made myself so blind that I couldn’t withdraw and drown! That’s how sad life could be. You’ve messed up my life, screwed me up and dragged me into hell! Frankly speaking, if it is not of all the peoples that love me stand by me and I wouldn’t be here, today! It’s true and you can imagine you’re such an evil ever in my life! I was lucky enough to get rid of you and manage to get up bit by bit and I’m proudly to say that I’m all fine now!

It’s a real night mare in my life and I thank god that it has already became a past! Lesson gained! There is a saying like this, it says that if god were to take away something in your life; HE will be granted you something back in return! That’s true, and that’s why we all live up with hopes in heart, isn’t it?

To all the peoples that love me, I’m blessed with your love and kindness! I’m very thankful and u guys will be remembered forever! To the one that hurts me, you don’t deserve any of my valuable time and I don’t hate you anymore. Wish u luck!

…and to the one I’m sorry with, thousand of apologizes!

p.s. God will mend your broken heart if you give him all your pieces!

God has something better for your life than what you left behind!

New ever stuff after quarter of my life!

Yea, I’ve always been fancy about wearing spectacles!

Hence, for the every single damn year, I went for the eye check up and secretly hope that I’m “qualified” to wear one! However, it did not turn out to be good for years! So you can see my beautiful eyes still! (They say one!) LoL.. they opinioned that I’m good without eyewear, but I don’t care, I want one! *sorry*I believed that there’s another “beauty” in me with specs on!

So this year it couldn’t be any other exceptional year too. Last week during the public holiday, I went for the eye check up and I eagerly picked one 1^st before they are able to test my eyes! After that, the boss asked to have a look on my old specs. Huh? I was like, owh, sorry I don’t have one before *blush*. Hence there I went for the eye test and it seemed like all are just fine, inside me saying: “u better don’t be too FINE”!

Ah ha, guess what, I’m qualified this time though my myopia power is only 50 on one side and the other 75! Anyway I’m happy enough! Thank god for granting good eyes but still a pretty good excuse to wear the specs! *grins – jumping jumping* Though the boss didn’t suggest me to have one but also never deny me to get one, thus, I have my very own one now! I heard they said if you are suffering from myopia, then u better wear specs else it would become worse? Anyway I hope the power maintained. As I only wish to wear specs whenever I want only (for the sake of being good looking!) LOL.. I can’t help myself but sorry to say so, I’m vain! Yes, I do! Wahahaha..;D

Here my treasure in pink! (after all I’m a pink lady so don't call me blue!) =p

p.s. this cool lil specs can turn into dark whenever there is too bright a sun! However it cost me a kick ass pain on the price! ><” (that’s a price to pay for everything good, isn’t it?)

Awwwhhh..I just love this lil piece pretty much though I don’t wear it all the time. But I’m kinda happy to keep this cool ever stuff in my life! (wei 1^st ever specs ler!)

It’s yours glorious ~

I remembered the last month of this day! It is still clearly planted on my mind! It was the ever happiest day throughout the year. To be honest, two of the 2010 resolutions have been came true! *cheers* It’s all about my hard work yet I never forget to be thankful though. *grins* There were so many of the sleepless nights, there were tears spilled out uncontrollably, there were days that I was lacked of appetite and became skinny and “not-so-nice-looking-face” with panda eyes and bla bla bla.. but it is all worth it now. Perhaps I could turn back and smile to the path of history and feel satisfy!

Additionally, out of my expectations, few of them came true as well! Aww.. what a good year of 2010 is this? *HUGE THANKS* This I truly appreciate! There are thousands of words inside but you know word alone couldn’t explain much of the feeling right now but you will see. =)

After all, I thank HIM for what I have today! Praise lord for sending ya to me (ahem, you know who you are) *winks*

p.s. i'm happy now and very thankful! ^^

Song of the Sea

p.s. His <3

手放開

im-balance SELF!

Thinking too much and it felts so helpless at times;

While making too much of comparison, and it will bri

ng you no ends!

So, not to make comparison else it would never reach a balance end!

There are a lot of things on earth that are not as if 1 + 1 equal to two! That's why difficult! Moreoever i'm poor in math that I don't know the calculation to make me a balance self! ><

How to be happy? How to smile when life makes it so difficult for you? Looking at those pictures, I was indeed a cheer nut the last time! Where am I nowadays? By looking back on my blog posts, most of them seemed to be of "grey" sense of craps.......................... After all, I'm only human and I have feeling too................. I'm tired of hell and I need a shoulder to lean on s0 s0 much!

='( I'm gonna SMILE real hard tonight (I'M GONNA LEARN TO SMILE ALL OVER AGAIN), my heart got bitten up by a FROG! kns*

Hardcore feeling @.@"

There are a lot of things that couldn’t be expressed by word alone. Although it says that words are used to described on how we felt. Somehow, sometimes, the unspoken words are those words that fit exactly into the “gap”.

I used to not to tell; I used to not to express so well;

I used to not let out and even if I do, I do it indirectly!

Sometimes, is the thinking that stops you from expressing. It’s hard though but I’m lack of words to express the real me into the real world!

It’s the hardcore feeling that hidden inside out,

It’s the insufficient courage that pulls me backward; and

It’s the blur sight of future that keep me pause for a moment!

Dear lord, I knew that we are all been granted the wisdom on head and sweet words on mouth, but when it comes to the time to express/confess and it seemed to be of thousand harder and w.h.y?

p.s. how much I wish that my “heart” could turn out to be visible to the one that I wanted to express so much yet without word.

T.G.I.F

YaY! Thank God is Friday! I used to “woohoo” for Friday, especially Friday night! But recently, I’ve gone through for so many lonely Friday nights until I felt it’s no longer fun on Friday itself anymore!

What the…

Ladies got to get used of this kind of pain called “menstrual pain” once in every month. So do I? I pray hard next time, really, I don’t wanna be a girl, NO more! It’s more best if I could stay in heaven forever after life.. NO, NO and NO for a human being! ( I love my life though but ONCE is more than enough!) *grins*

What to do on a randomly boring Friday night? Look at my skin, awwwww… I’m growing OLD! (not the figure though) but my skins are all in an urgent state to ask for SOS! They are lack of moisture and worse part, my face! Why la, I’m such a lady who possess a “quarter” age of my life and hormone started to get some changes?! FCK! It’s been few more months ago that I’m facing the world with this kind of skin on face, when is all these gonna stop at time? I’m truly sick of those pigmentations spot, scar, dark circles and pimples and T-zone! Howcome the newly recommended brand of product never cure my little lovely face? =(

Stress? No more after exam! Don’t tell me loneliness cause the ugly skin? Sigh… hence I’ve putted on a whitening face mask that could chilled on my face for about 10 – 20 mins! But then, result after used, I m feeling the same old me, nothing much has change! This mask doesn’t work on me, I’m ugly now @.@’

Other than mask, moisture lotions range, green tea and plain waters, tomatoes are nowadays my big fan! I m eating them almost everyday in a quantity of 12 plus! I guess, I should give time, times. Let’s pray hard for another few more months to get a new “face”! (I’m urgently need a beautiful face in the end of the year, though it’s not my wedding =P but I’m kinda VIP on my best friend’s wedding) This time, I do really need to cross my fingers tight and pray really hard, dear Lord, please heal my “broken” but cheecky face! Toiiiiiiiiiiiiii…………..

GOODNIGHT bloggie, time to SLEEP!! (to have a beautiful skin is to sacrifice the young and beautiful night!)

p.s. The night still young but my skin no longer young! *SIGH*

丘比特的爱

是这样的吗？

如果是注定了要在一起，

为何，还会有距离的两个人？

唉。。

每当经过那里，都会想起当初的我们！

想起当初，

我的脆弱；

你的坚持。

每每看到那一男一女的坐在那凳椅上，

就看到了我们的影子，

唤起了那一段很凄美的回忆！

还记得当初的我，是个很痴情的爱哭鬼；

然而那时候的你是曾经的那么伟大，

耐心的陪着我度过那一段最孤寂的长夜！

我，是心疼了，

但也被感动了。。

对不起，

我让你收拾了一颗破烂的心。。

可也因此，我看到了那伟大的爱！

然而那一年的圣诞，我没有许愿，

因为，你， 所以已经实现了。。

＝〕

如果是决定了的事，

我都会很认真！

如果已经许下了诺言，

我会很单纯的受候着！

只是思念是痛苦的，

偶而眼泪会失控。。

但愿我把所有的思念都变成最贴切的文字，

然后，

通过宇宙，

传到你那儿！

丘比特，

可不可以拿走思念的苦？

可不可以让爱情再甜一点？

可不可以让恋爱没有距离？

可不可以让分开的时间缩短？

人生短短几十年，

您又那忍心看着相爱的人被距离隔离着？

丘比特，

有时候，很认真的人，会很傻，对吗？

完美？

为什么这个字会存在？是谁制造的？

世界上真的有完美的事物吗？ 何时何地才可把此字派上用场？

我在想，

有的，

只有完美的想法，

但却没有完美的做法！

有些事，有些人，你很想为他做，你很想见个面，

可是当时因为生活所逼，

你暂时就把它放在以后。。

可惜人，会有多少个“以后”呢？

如果“以后”再也不从来，剩下的只会是遗憾罢了。。

是上天的戏弄？或是有些东东是被注定的了？

明明现在时间，地点，时机对的时候，那个“subject matter”却不在了。。

为什么会这样的不完美？

是我迟到了吗？

或是注定我到不了那一个站？

有些人你明明当时是很爱他的，

可是那时的他却不怎么会去爱你。。

当你放弃了的时候，

他又好像很爱你的死样子！

这，叫做不完美！

可以相爱时，为什么装做不在乎？

可以拥有时，为什么却不珍惜？

可以做到时，为什么不尽力？

然而，等到分离时分，才红了眼眶？

p.s.如果下一站会是幸福的话，

那么，这一站，会不会是我上一站所谓的下一站？

伴与年龄

人是否到了某种年龄还找不到对象，然后就会荷洱蒙失调，行为怪异？

我，不知道。。

只从身边的“单身汉”言止行为中檫觉到 － 不对劲！

第一， 我遇到了我一直都认为他会是个忠恳的中年男人，行为不会过界，他都懂他应该做与所不该做的事情。。我是一直以来都这么认为着，直到有一天他开始对我不规矩时，我才发现，我错了，妈对了！（人果然在年轻时，会看错人，然而，羌还是老的辣）

第二， 这一次是一位与我年龄不相上下的年青男生，我很单纯的相信着，他是一位好男生，这些年来，他都不找对象（是找不到，或是不找，我不知道），只是有一天，我才发现，他一直以来都仰暮着我，虽然做不成情人，我们还是朋友。。我依然单纯的认为我们的友情是真的，他会懂得尊敬我，可是我又错了，他的言语，让我想吐，我不喜欢与不懂尊敬女人的男人为友，他好可恶！

第三， 这是一位上了年龄的女性，她好似女强人，工业上样样行，可惜强女大都死在甜言蜜语之下。。那时候的她似呼走火入魔的，还好她并没有 ‘死’ 得很难看！她让我大掉眼睛！

第四， 身为中年女人的她，就是遇不到她的真命天子，成天希望做个小女人，希望有天，有个公子会出现，给她全世界最完美的爱！所以她都不懂得怎么样去爱护自己。。

我不懂为什么，或许只有当事人最了解所有的一切！

唉。。人生吗，就真的这样可悲吗？

p.s..要找到一个适合自己，而又有爱情的伴，不容易。。我一直都很感恩他是一个爱我的好人 ＝〕

然而，还没找到的朋友，不急，请做回自己，神爱世人，有一天您会看到那一扇光，只要有希望，您会找到爱！旦愿我的祷告可以医治您们心里的那一道疤！

Empty in and out ......................

I've lost ........................

SOMEWHERE

called HELL!

p.s. Now i know who comes to share shit away and who comes only to share the joys!

You know, it's sweet =)

You know there are some people like this that we called them as "friend"!

They hardly keep in touch with you but they find your updates frequently on the available sources! They are cool indeed! They care about you and they do remember every little updates of your life! Sumtimes, out of a sudden, you will receive their care & concern of such a sweet message to melt your heart, for a moment! Perhaps, they have always keep us on their mind. When it's time to show their concern, and they come just right! =)

Those friends are really care and sweet of them to be by around all the time, especially during tough time, they appeared more than usual! I'm blessed with those kind of good friends all along! They made me smile on day that I thought I'm gonna surrender but NO, their supports come on time, as usual! That's a miracle and it happens!

Thank god I've all of you good friends around and thanks people for your sweet & concern message, and that's enough to get "diabetic" (i don't mind) and *ahem* they spice up my life!

HUGE THANKS

p.s. Only if I could show more, I would love to show you all my "real" heart beat on how I felt when I've received those lovely messages!

StreeeeeeeeeeeeesssssSSSSsss ... ... sQueeeeeeeeeezeeeeEEeeeee!!

I'm so so sO

STRESS!

BOTH FROM WORKS & STUDIES!

ended up with 3 pieces of Nyonya Kuih as dinner!

p.s. what a friday? :'(

68 - A favourite day to be remembered on this number!

I..

..supposed it was the day, ya, can't be wrong =) It was the day!

Beautiful memories are mean to be remembered forever. I celebrated this day with a heart of loving and a little "mystery" is to be revealed soon by another matching heart!

I'm out of words, yet thankful still!

p.s. Hopefully I've made up of a sweet memory that is enough to fit into your heart and occupy a little space of your mind! ;)

渐渐懂了。。

凡是有急事，第一个想到的人绝对不可以是你！

如果，我不小心想起你，那是我的错！

原本会很正常，有急事，应该在脑海中出现的人是你。。

可是我错了。。

同时间，在不以为然之下，

我也变了。。

刚才真的很焦急，

很自然的，第一个想到的就是你，

也因为熟悉了你的 “没感应”，

而打去求救的是给另外一个人。。

我想，

我应该懂了，

在我所找的七个人当中，

唯有你，没有回应，没有声音，没有。。

可笑吧？或是可悲？

对，不能做比较，

因为根本没有得比！

是你，

让我变了，

变得不再执着。。

p.s.今天我学会了一堂课，一堂用金也买不到的课！

这不是。。

爱情。。

收到的讯息，看过就算了；

说过的承诺，说了就忘；

温馨的问候，不懂；

真心的表达，不会；

如果是这样，还会有爱情吗？

不是每一段感情，都要等他人付出后，才付还；

这不是爱情！

更槽的是，对别人的付出，没有感应，

这根本不是爱情。。

那一颗心，直到现在，才发现原来是

多么多余的，

那么的不真贵！

不会被珍惜的爱，是死的。。

在这爱与不爱的界线中，

没有能力再爱下去了。。

一个人在谈恋爱，还算是爱吗？

累，很累，

不想再爱了。。

不哭不闹不说，是心已死绝。。

p.s.如果没有真爱，一个人走就好！

Way to the Wedding hall...

Since young, I love drawing the bride and the gown! I did drew a few of my own design gowns when I was still very young and I remembered, my cousin sis, the one who taught me to draw a bride’s gown!

I was impressed by her drawing plus my own imagination, hence I came out of my own design too. (kids’ world) Unfortunately, I am not on a design field now, but my hope and dreams are still there in the “wedding” gown’s world! Who knows, maybe one day, I might go back! =)

I love weddings definitely! I love seeing everyone’s happy face and I enjoy the ambience of sweet romance in the hall of wedding and I would be glad to see the blissfulness that shined upon the faces of the couple! After all, it’s all about a very happy moment that no one can deny that!

I’m holding on the faith to believe in true love

However, reality in life proved me wrong for thousand of time, I should come back to the real world and not be living in a wonderful world of my own. I’ve lost some bit of my faith and I’m scare to commit anymore. The more I grew, the more I realized I am wrong on the concept of a marriage. It’s not as much blissful as what I can imagine, not for the photo, neither on the wedding! That’s hurt!

Come to my own experiences. As we always said we love a person for who they are. Somehow, it is not as easy as a saying could do. We should understand that the two peoples are brought up from a different families and background, hence some customs, culture, style of living and many other more just couldn’t “click” into a 100% perfect picture. How then?

To reach a compromise is tough! The two different “alien” have to take effort to change a little, here and there, so that to work out together. In the stage of staying together and if one of them failed to compromise, and this is for sure, no matter how strong is the love in within the two, it will die soon.

Never take your love one for granted

A lot of us used to forget what is care and concern, when we can easily reach each other in a daily life. We thought that, why should we care so much since they have the ability to move around, they wouldn't get starve and the capability to handle themselves well? But have you ever ask yourself, why would you care so much when they are yet to be your girlfriend/boyfriend? Don’t you tell me, that time, they don’t own a pair of hands and legs and they have no brain? It doesn’t make sense right?

For all the time, we used to have that someone by our side yet we’ve forgot to remembered that if we don’t appreciate the love & efforts done and someday somebody might go for others too. So never take your love ones for granted. This is a very serious “offence” in a marriage!

Don’t cry, babe!

I remember there is a saying, “someone who truly love you will never make you cry!” This is so true for my first instance. However, I realized we only cry for our love ones! We love, that’s why we care so much to be hurt! You won’t hurt so much if a someone who you don’t care come and pour shit on you, isn’t it? Same theory applied. That’s why it's so true on that saying!A person who truly loves you won’t make you cry out of sadness!

A girl cries because of a guy who she truly loves hurt her deeply and you said u felt so heart pain on the girl. While when you see your girlfriend cries when you’re hurting her, you scolded her disgusting! What the.. ?! This is because human can hardly realized own mistake but for others, they can see clearly! So ironical, isn’t it?

If you cry too hard for a relationship, just go! We don’t use tears to build a relationship but a pure love do. If that person can never be the right one, why drag? It is like playing a sweet melody to a bull, make sense?

I’m still here because of I love you

Because of us are all living in a modern world today that we can have our choices of love. We pick the one that we love and the one that who loves us back. In short, the love birds that tight to each other. Since we love each other, so what problem then?

Only if we learn to be more understanding, to have a matured mind on head and a heart of concerned, everything would be seemed so perfect! Yes, ONLY IF we understood what is it about commitment, and we could survive our love!

Since, you’re my chosen one, I love you and I would try hard to mend myself and there’s a light hope deep inside me to wish that you could compromise a bit and please understand that I am only human (gal) too, that sometimes, I’m such an emo. Please forgive me like I understand that you’re the man and have a role to play in the relationship as well.

Married someone who you truly love and you think he/she is the right one ONLY

Marry a person not because of you have the urge of getting marry. Not because of an age matter. Not because of your friends are all getting married and you followed too. And BIG NO to because of a wedding gown!!

Sometimes, it’s the cruel fact that stops us from marrying a person that we truly in love with. (due to a lot of unwanted reasons) However, a RIGHT person could be the one who you will love until to the end of your life. He/she is the one who could make your life right and wonderful and he/she is the one who are willing to hold you forever in the rest of your life! They have love you enough for you to have love them back! That's right!

So marry a RIGHT person only and the love will never die! Your right one could assure you with security, care and love on mouth and he is definitely going to prove you by action! Action always speaks louder than word. If no word, no action means he is the wrong guy. Let the wrong one go before the new one can come in. (remember)

If he is the wrong one. Let go!
If he is the right one. Grab him!
If you're still haven’t get one, pray for a RIGHT one to come! ^^

p.s. If only there is a blessed wedding, there is a stairway to heaven! If only I’ve met the so called Mr.Right, would I wear on the wedding gown!

A mother's love!

What else on earth can take to compare with a mother's love? Yet, I never forget to appreciate that I have a great mum on earth, that her love is unconditional toward us, and we can thank her not much other than being her good grade children!

I went back purposely for Mother's Day and Daddy's Birthday.. yet i feel not long enough to stay home =( so poor life and i have had so little time for my lovely parent!

I felt like crying again when I was at the airport, they were there sending me off and useless me can't even look my mum into her eyes and greet Happy Mother's Day!! I greet her while i was about going off but I never have the gut to look into her eyes! I was about to cry yet I hold the tear (to avoid the customs people for asking further). Mum and dad, please forgive me that i have to go, though deep down inside me, there are thousand of reluctance.. sigh, life!

I LOVE YOU, MOM & DAD!!

P.S. to be continued soon ltr, however word alone could not say all in within my heart! :'(

弱寞的角落

两个人，不容易；

一个人，很难过！

心在想，这么多年以来，她是怎样过的？

我不得不佩服她。。是神与她同在吗？

心想：是吧！她都很乐观，她所受的苦，不会比别人少；

与她相比，我是个无能！

心很伤，

心灵很累，

想念是如此痛苦。。

失望是如此的灰。。

还有多长的路可一走？

还有多少的时间去珍惜？

我不知道，

只知道，这次却再也流不出眼泪来了。。

很不像我，

我，

并没有想像中的坚强！

我恨这种感觉，

我害怕。。不能。。唉。。

还有三天的时间，

去肯定一些的不肯定。。

神，

我知道，您的双手已医治我，

我不是不相信，

只是我的不好，我还是很害怕被否定。。

我很想念，想念每一个我爱及爱我的人。。

怎么可能就这样。。舍得？

可是不可以这样自私。。

我，已经尽力的不去打揉每一个关心我的人。。

我，已经尽力的埋头苦读。。

我，也已经尽力去想好的，

如果我还是做不到，

请您原谅我，

好吗？

我，说过，我不会放弃！

p.s.有个人，很难过；一个人，更难过；然而埋头苦都的日子 － 不好过！！

An eye that watched over us!

I'm tired yet i'm filled with happiness!

I'm happy when i knowing that u'r there with me; while i might be melting when your soul is physically with me!

There is a saying that, we all work hard because of an eye that watches over us! Yes, we work hard because of that beautiful sight that shine upon us! Because of that, everywhere we go we walk with the little motivation hidden behind! Hence no matter how tired is our body, we will keep up the strength and reach thru to the ultimate aim!

You know right, you're like the pair of eyes that shine upon my life! Because of your sight on me, I'm doing well right now and whenever I feel like giving up, your "winks" raise me up again and again! =)

Oh, that's how great you are in my life! A pair of eyes that watch me forever, and to make sure I can never fall again and you never fail me by closing up your beautiful eyes!



p.s. thank you for being my guardian angel on earth! ;) once again, i'm blessed!

值得等待的，就要坚持！

一个人的空间，耳根很清静，也很孤寂。。

我想人生总会有不完美，只要懂得知足就好！

很多事情是早已注定的了，上天有所安排，而我总是恋上有距离的爱情。。

生活，好无奈，

我老早就已经知道爱情绝不可能只可以饮水饱。。

我知道，为了生活，有时候爱情是要被牺牲的。。

所以，我们才会很无奈！

如果没有面包，哪来会有爱情的幸福？

这一切的一切我都明了。。

我没有埋怨，也没有难为你。。

你何况也不是像我一样的难过？

我都察觉到，不想加重你的负担，

你也别担心，我会永远在那儿守候着。。

是真的，只要你相信。。只要你肯定，我是会做得到的！

我的忧，我的伤，总是难免的。。

思念是一种苦，我相信你也偿试过。。

难熬的才叫做考验，不是吗？

我们的付出，不会浪费，

等待着一个很爱的人，也是一种幸福！

就因为知道每一次的相聚不容易，

所以才会特别的期待，也很珍惜。。

这个福份不是每个人都享有的。。

知道吗？

除了珍惜，除了感恩，除了有时候控制不了的眼泪。。

生活还是可以一样开开心心的过，

因为你知道，当没有机会见面的时候，

有个人在想你。。

那一个人不管有多忙，都会想你，

那，还会有什么理由去难过呢？？

p.s.就把我当做是个汪汪好了，除非主人不要我，要不然打死我都不走！=P