Wake me up when September ends!

I sleep in the very last day of September of the year and remember to wake me up when September ends..

Please erase away all the bad things on me and make me a self-reborn image!
After all, I might not be good enough, or never be a good girl at all yet I'm willing to wake up as long as you remember to wake me up when there's the last moment in the month..

As day passed by, we all had grown up and reach to a stage that make us need to stand for ourselves, a lots of experiences gained and due on the lesson learned, we were all no longer that innocent plus childish kids. Unfortunately, we are all becoming more protected, more issues around and make the simple life more complicated!

There is always good and bad side of a thing and so look at things from a different perspective and you will understand clearer.. and get the picture itself as soon u reach there. There is always lost and gain; while no pain no gain is a must of a sentence in life!

I am not perfect, neither me can find a perfect one by my side. Yet, nobody's perfect, nothing is perfect, right? So, why blame? Perhaps should get off my ass and move to a stage of becoming someone better!! Although not everything can be beautifully perfect but things can change and to become someone better isn't that tough after all.

I cross fingers and close my eyes, you knew that there is a special bond in between us. Holding on the faith and I believe I could be that girl you want. Some day in the future you will see :) I'm willing to make a change in order to secure a better tomorrow. So, do you?



p.s. When the both people in the world are met, the complication is unavoidable. This is the MYTH! If you are really love that someone, carry on baby, don't make them change instead of that, keep your faith, never ending support and seeing them change because of you!

I remembered there was once when this song played and I shouted for JOYS!

It was a very sleepy morning that I've to walk myself to work as usual. I wore on my head set and listen to the mix FM on my way to work =) that's the morning walk with the music on!

...and out of a sudden there was this song poped out just right beside my ears and I was way too excited or even surprised!Aww..that's my favourite long lost song! That's the song that reminds me of all the old times and all the silly stupid things that we did! "That thing you do" was the song! I kinda love it! It brought me back once again yet I felt a bit touched deep down inside that Mix FM played the song this time =)

Nothing so special about the song but yea, that's the memories! The tune, the tone, the music and lyrics were all well played! I just like it very much the way it is!



p.s. is any of the song that reminds you of someone?

真的累了。。

累了，
不想再多说些什么。。

累了，
不想再哭，再闹。。

累了，
才有勇气。。做了如此的决定。。

离开您，我真的会好过些。。
离开您，就是一种解脱。。

我是真的累了，

安静好不好？

Love u all forever - 99!

Today is 09.09.09 – day 9th of September in the year of 2009!

So putting all together in a row should be 999, for Chinese it attached along with the meaning of longevity or forever in the sense of being eternally there!

A lot of typical type minded rushing to marry on this day and hopefully to get the eternal love in among! And yes, unfortunately, I could be sometime very “typical” too if I wanted to =P I believe in those good days bring fortune to people. Yet, I’m too YOUNG to get marry! LoL.. what a waste? Orelse I would be thinking that I’m the bride on this pretty day already! *wasted* it’s beautifully imperfect that it’s not the right timing at this very moment!

So, bye bye forever 999!

Anyway still, I believe there are still many many good days line up in a row in the future. Why worry? Why upset? But one thing u know I know, that is 999 couldn’t be forever appear soon after this day! Ish*

I’m waiting for 101010, 111111, or 121212 .. count down, count down!!

Toss me with a coin, which good date to be chosen from??




p.s. I love you all still… everyone please be blessed by the eternal love and stay healthy always!

A day to remember..

A day for us to remember!

It’s either me or you or the both of us..

.. and finally we’ve come to the stage that all the pains and tears were all over! Though there are some ups and downs in life but happiness are surrounding us and as long as there are you and me, there would be great happiness over the atmosphere and never ending topics, laughters, nonsense crap and sharing!

I’m glad to see that we are still together! We are arriving here hand by hand and yet to know that our devoted love wasn't even waste a bit at all.

We are blessed from the happiness delivered by the lord and without us realizing and it grows through secretly day after day! That’s the miracle from heaven on earth! That’s the blessing!

By holding a thankful heart, the faith and love, we will be holding on until the second we are called for our father in heaven!

Thank you baby, way to go… a lot more of days to be contented for in the near future!

p.s. I love you!

Word sharper than a sword !

… that’s why it does not have a ‘s’ in front?

NO!

That is just what I am pondering on my head only and it means nothing but word alone do sharper than a sword and tongue kills human’s heart!

The painful hurt is when it is bleeding and u don’t see it!

You know when the paper cut your finger and you see bleeding on your small tiny finger and it hurts a bit. But how if a tongue that cuts heart? When heart is bleeding and who can see it straight? The one that feels the pain is the one that owns the bleeding heart…

It could be disappointed at times but deal with it and be done with it. This is the real world and in order to survive, stand firm and stand still… life carries on!

p.s. I need a shoulder to lay on and a great hug to be comforted of.. right now.. :’( too much of complaint doesn’t help! I just need a quiet arm!

Baby, papi,mami,koko & didi, yuyu and my many buddies.. you ALL are still the best! I need U real much!

告诉他。。

我,

很想念。。

很想念他。。

每天都很想念一个这样的他。。




嗯，就是他！

告诉我。。

有没有人会一直牵着我们的手，不放开？

有没有人愿意与我们终身相伴？

有多少人说：“我爱你” 的时候是真心的？

有多少人得到手之后是会珍惜的？

有多少人是真心相待的？

有没有句甜言蜜语是可以相信的？

有没有个肩膀是可以让人平稳的依靠着？

有没有一个拥抱是可以平伏我们心里的不安？

有没有一颗心是真正可以原谅他人的过错的？

然而又有谁愿意做个这样的好人？

p.s. 很爱很爱一个人的时候，就会停不下来。。这样的自己好吗？