IzziT dA w0rld uPsiDe d0wN wHeneVer i feeL uPsEt??

I feel that the world is so cool whenever I feel upset.. cold war happened because of cold blood people treat each other badly! It’s a sad case that I never ever wish it to be happened but it is happening! I feel so “faint” whenever I get bad treat from him, izzit the world get upside down?? I always asking myself whether I have make a right choice but there is always don’t have a firm answer for me! I don’t bother how’s other say about us, I just care about how I feel.. it’s more practical to exercise my relationship through the real path.. that’s called “feel” .. but izzit “feel” always lead us to the direct part? I really feel confusing just because of my messy feeling!! How wonderful if I am allowed to go to heaven for a fresh breath, have a new brain, new life whenever I wish to go.. I hate to make decision because I scare I have make a wrong decision.. but am I ?

I am so moody now.. I have no body.. I have no love, no care, nobody nobody ever..!!
My heart get cracked dee.. it’s hurt wor.. whY getting hurt from love? Am I stupid enuf? Maybe I am stupid enuf until I get fooled in love.. disappointed!

I am selfish, I will never bother how u feel, u might think like that but it is fine maybe I am! U can leave me if u can’t stand me.. I bet u won’t be the only one who is so called “cold blood” here because the world is cool! I am a bad girl, just leave me alone and u might feel relief!!