The Road Not TAKEN !

It’s been a blessing since the beginning of the year. It’s been really a good sign for a good start hence!

I’ve received so many calls regarding vacancy wanted but I was pondering still. Why? My resume had been up there for the two freaking years yet now only it rings on my door step? ( I supposed is the year of working experiences that asking them to ring me?) Plus the business calls from the outside people, looking for opportunity and targeted on a “hungry” person like me.. I’m a bit of excited that opportunity coming its way yet I’m scare to lose nowhere if anything goes wrong! I’m really happy to see my schedule pack of appointment and stuffs, but then will I be too greedy to reach no end?

While I am enjoying my current job and good relationship with the company, there are so much out there to “persuade” me to SKIP to the other firm. I was so tempting to go but I have a really good boss here, and should I dump everything and just go?

I heard, people said, you’re still young and you should exposed yourself more instead of sticking to the same old company and improve no more. Yes, that’s what exactly my mind thought too. I should gain more experience than to always involve myself in one particular matter/field only.

However, boss is good. At this stage, I couldn’t afford to lose out time for studies. Who will be the so kind of a boss to allow you to study and work at the same time? Who will be granting leave whenever I have school matters to deal. Where’s on earth I could find such a super good boss?

To work in a small company like this, though I couldn’t improve much but there is time for studying. While I may not forever be in this position, and why would I need to gain so much of experience in the other field as in to the different legal department?

In the other way round, I perhaps should gain more experience in order to self-raise value, at least my minimum pay is there already and in the future my pay wouldn’t be lower than this as expected.

Perhaps I am experienced in working and qualified in academic after all I am studying plus working at the same time. No lose! The only thing is whether could I really cope with a more challenging job scope? I’m very itchy on head now as I am doubt at the current stage! WHAT TO DO? WHAT SHALL I DO?

I’m itchy in heart too. Due to my heavy commitments, if there is a better offer and why not??

I am a little bit confused and lack of confidence. Either way, will it leads me to the end?

Post reserved!

Post reserved for a beautiful travel experience in the island on the corner of the earth!

p.s. currently no time and energy to boost for a beautiful wording for such a beautiful experience, hence, time to get back when the author is fully "complete"!

Give me time, time and more time please! While i never forget to give time, time as well =)

Hanging there.. ^^

A wonderful moment that had happened!

As life is not as simple as the 4 alphabets (L.I.F.E) could describe them to be. So it is a tough one, neither you and I, have an easy life in brief! I was busy and am busying still. I don’t know whether what I am doing now would secure me for a better future, but it’s obviously I’m doing the right thing! However, good habit (to write) need to be insisted on, and no matter how busy I am, I’ll definitely spare out some “precious” time to jot down a little here, that’s my interest of living, perhaps =)

No matter how tight is my schedule and pack on brain, I am keeping that memorable piece of memories on head! I love seeing our pics and laugh out loud myself or sometimes a little smiling on face, alone in my room! Perhaps, it helped to relieve a bit when I was almost bursting!

I remembered in that early morning, we woke up real early in order to catch the flight on time! I was happily sat like a blissful princess in the car looking out for the sky and birds and trees along the road. I trusted you for your driving skill and you should know that I always feel safe whenever you are there by my side! At that moment, I prayed secretly inside me, prayed for a safe journey for the both of us and prayed that I’m of so much blessed to have you in my life that I told Lord, all the times, I appreciate what have been given me and I truly love this guy!

I smiled but you wouldn’t have any idea on yet you smiled too! You don’t know the conversation between me and the Lord! But you’re the type of happy go lucky guy, thus you always smile! I believe my sincere piece of heart will guide you through all our sacred conversations and you will be joining us one day in our conversation too! =) The heart that has love makes everything possible!

I remembered u left me for Q-ing alone after a short message, I was a bit worried yet I never thought that you’re such a thoughtful person that you went and buy a mini keylock for my luggage as promised! It’s so sweet and it melted my heart. Though it's just a "tiny" act but a very genuine one is more than enough!

Few hours later, we have arrived on another land! That’s my birthday on that day, you never know how excited I was! I kept that expression in secret!(My bad, again I am too CHINESE) But I really love being on that island! I felt like shouting out loud but I controlled.. My dream(in 2 yrs back) had been fulfilled and you’re the one that make it come true! HUGE thanks to you, really! I don’t blame you on no birthday cake because all these are too priceless to own! I’m happy! Hey it was on my birthday hence I had the whole day to make wish for! Lol, I m such a “kia su” gal!

The birthday and the holidays in Bali were of great fun! That’s the true happiness that we could hardly enjoy when came back to the reality! The two pisces would really put aside rubbish and enjoyed to the max for the short vacation! I’m satisfied though there’s some comment on but you should know that I am such an opinioned gal that you’ve fall for the first time. I wouldn’t “zip” my mouth for something that I am able to air out, sorry dear! But mouth that keeps quiet is not fun, you admit it! Hiak hiak.. till then I tried to cut down my noisiness! Eh, I tried, ok?

This, the "landmark" pic of us that I love! ---> that captured by Oka - our personal tour-guide & local friend!

p.s. This is all about the thanks-giving post especially dedicated to my beloved! Further details regarding the places itself, Balinese meals and local activities on the island will be posting soon on da next post!

Word could be the sword that breaks no bone but hearts!

Is it human natural instinct to judge people by their own sense, own sight and own point of view? If yes, is it fair to do so by their blessed mouth?

Why is that’s so easy for us to judge others but not ourselves?

It’s easy to say but it’s not easy to do. Even if something that appeared on eye sight and it couldn’t be true, perhaps not all the time.

It’s easy to speak up but it’s never easy for us to understand how others really felt.

Sometimes words spoken, the consequences are unbearable!

Words that are hurtful they break heart, but it makes no noise neither bleed!

We are all blessed with a mouth that can air out and we should talk wisely, speak when it is right and delivering message in a good proper way of saying so that we won’t “accidentally” kill some soul with good intention on head!

What’s on yr head when you are looking at this picture below?

Is it a puppy? Or is it a banana? Or is it a banana-puppy?

The fact is always the fact but we are all human that have different thinking and perception that can come out with thousand of genius idea regarding the picture shown. It is up to us to judge but the undeniable fact is, it is what it is and not what we judge it is. =)

It feels the pain only when you got bitten up, so be very careful on “speech” today onwards (on WORD) It’s not fair to hurt someone with a blessing mouth!

p.s. It’s a “skill” to talk and I’m learning still! I’m very SORRY if I had ever hurt you by my blessed “sword” – pardon me!