It’s been a good day for me today! I took bus to college just to attend a class (it’s only a class – a 2hour class) this morning. Normally it would take me for like 45mins to reach my college from my place and it obviously would take me for about 45mins too to go back (but it depends, if u go back at 5.30pm onwards, it might take 2 hours to reach my place! Some more u have to be the silly one to peck with the crowd in the bus!) Hell right? Just to attend a purely 2hours class but suck have to travel altogether for about 1 and a half hour time!!
However (I say however), miracle happens! I don’t know why today no jam at all! And the good thing about it was the bus driver! He is like don’t care (or maybe I should say he don’t feel necessary) to stop whenever he sees bus stop! For his company of cause ‘rugi’ but for me? LoL.. I ‘untung’ la, save up my time a lot! (I’m so evil, but please understand my situation!) It’s like no jam, no passenger want to go down from the bus, no passenger want to come in to the bus, less passenger(not peck), weather also not too hot nor rain etc.Although, there were two different bus driver for the 2 ways journey but then it’s smooth traffic today! So, I spent up only 1 hour for my 2 ways journey today!(how lucky am I?)That’s why I say it’s a good day for me!
Though going that time, by no air-con bus but weather is not hot, so it’s OK for me =) by the time coming back from college, I got an air-con bus to go in (phew~ chen!) I am enjoying my fries(it’s McD French fries, oK? Yea, I know though the twisty fries going to stop selling soon after CNY but I don’t care, I just prefer my original French fries! I am still loyally stick to my French fries!! So what? Hehe.. I know u may say that I am a stubborn ass! But yea sometime I am! After all, I am just insisted on my preference! Is that anything wrong to be stubborn sometimes? At least, I know what exactly I want and work for it or like it or even love it) while I m sitting in the air-con bus! *relax relax* I suddenly feel so satisfied and blissful!
LoL.. I should say ‘thanks God, it’s Wednesday!’ (hooray!my holiday started as well!!)
This part especially dedicated to a humble fried ‘koay teow’ uncle!
For dinner time, again, I went to the coffee shop behind my apartment to ‘ta bao’ my favourite ‘char koay teow’ as usual! (the humble uncle recognized me as I am the regular customer) it’s shocked me to death when I found one good (delicious) friend koay teow stall here! (good thing is the stall just right behind my apartment!) freaking unbelievable!!!!! (the selling price is reasonable + it taste really good!) U know I been missing for ‘char koay teow’ since the day I left my hometown- Penang! Penang got a lot of great ‘char koay teow’ stall, this is undeniable! Thanks god! I can’t believe I really find one here!! (some more so near to my place, it’s a blessing!) The poor uncle, I can see not really have good business for him though the ‘koay teow’ is the best at this area! (hey, I say best means best ok? I am penang lang ler! U know Penang peoples very picky for foods and we pick only good food! LoL )
I would blame the location for his business! The stall is like hiding inside at the silent corner and 1 bad thing about this coffee shop is that there are a lot of hawker stalls didn’t open for business. (don’t know is it because they lack of hawkers or may be they got the morning and evening business hours, some stall open only in morning and some in the evening) Hence, there’s small variety of foods for customer to choose from. This could be one of the reason why the shop is not famous and cannot attract customer in! I feel sad for the fried koay teow uncle, he’s really good and can fried delicious koay teow but the location problem. I hope, I do really hope that one day, the 8tv ‘ho chak’ hosters could come over here and visit his stall, thus promote him and make him famous! Hardworking and talented peoples should be rewarded, isn’t it? This uncle looks humble and friendly! He uses his spare time by reading the newspaper (English newspaper some more!) I salute and respect him! Really! I guess tonight he should be very happy cause I praised that his ‘char koay teow’ is very very delicious! LoL.. he smiles to me and politely replied me ‘thank you’! (I’m happy too! At least I can put a smile on this poor face!) He really deserved it! May God bless this humble uncle always!
I’m wondering if this uncle could see my blog here, would he feel touched and tears? LoL.. some one admire and appreciate his talent of ‘fried koay teow’ so much!
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
伟大的妈妈
感谢上帝，那通电话真的让我感动了！
还剩下八天，农历新年就要来临了。。奇怪的是今年的华人新年，我并不特别兴奋。。反之我即将回家与家人团聚让我感到万分期待！新年只不过是让久违的家人有个团圆的机会。。也让我们这些还未婚的有种 ‘伸手要钱’的机会 （红包）！！更是与家人朋友吃喝玩乐的好时光！想到就令人开心！因为我就只有这么短短一个星期的假期，当然得尽兴玩乐，好好珍惜这春节的假期。。过了春节。。剩下的日子可就不好过了！为什么？因为除了读书还是读书，除了考试就没别的了！好闷的一段日子。。我该怎么敖过去呢？好压力。。有好多好多读不完的书。。怎么办？生活上要烦的又不是只有考试，还有好多懊人的东东等着我们去烦，做人有些时候真的好苦！
还好那天早上，我接到了这通让我感动了好久好久，也心疼了不少的电话。。是妈妈打来的！妈妈总是爱女心切。。她尽打来问我，“还有一个星期就假期了，你买了新衣吗？够钱吗？”听了这番话，心里马上就哭起来了！（我当然要阉士我内心的感动，哭出来了，妈妈就会更心疼，也更担心）妈！！！！！！！！我是真的爱您爱在心里口难开啊。。感谢上天让我做您的女儿。。让我体会到了什么是 ‘真情感人’，也让我真正学会了 ‘珍惜’！
伟大的妈妈就是自己在春节将要来临的时候不舍得买新衣，却要提醒孩子们记得要买新衣的伟大人物！！当我得知她才买了件新衣的时候，心就快要疼死我了！她果然是我妈妈。。她果然很了解我。。她果然阻止我为她买新衣！嘻。。对不起了妈，这次我可不听您的。。要不然我会很心疼，会感觉违背良心的。。就让我做个孝顺女吧！虽然看着您感动的时刻会很心疼，更会被您紧紧的抱着，然后与您一起感动，流泪。。但是就是想要让您开心，让您知道生了我这个女儿是直得庆幸的！
爸妈，我就快要回来了！等我回来再与您们聚一聚吧。。一定很开心！期待。。倒数。。再期待。。嘻！
还剩下八天，农历新年就要来临了。。奇怪的是今年的华人新年，我并不特别兴奋。。反之我即将回家与家人团聚让我感到万分期待！新年只不过是让久违的家人有个团圆的机会。。也让我们这些还未婚的有种 ‘伸手要钱’的机会 （红包）！！更是与家人朋友吃喝玩乐的好时光！想到就令人开心！因为我就只有这么短短一个星期的假期，当然得尽兴玩乐，好好珍惜这春节的假期。。过了春节。。剩下的日子可就不好过了！为什么？因为除了读书还是读书，除了考试就没别的了！好闷的一段日子。。我该怎么敖过去呢？好压力。。有好多好多读不完的书。。怎么办？生活上要烦的又不是只有考试，还有好多懊人的东东等着我们去烦，做人有些时候真的好苦！
还好那天早上，我接到了这通让我感动了好久好久，也心疼了不少的电话。。是妈妈打来的！妈妈总是爱女心切。。她尽打来问我，“还有一个星期就假期了，你买了新衣吗？够钱吗？”听了这番话，心里马上就哭起来了！（我当然要阉士我内心的感动，哭出来了，妈妈就会更心疼，也更担心）妈！！！！！！！！我是真的爱您爱在心里口难开啊。。感谢上天让我做您的女儿。。让我体会到了什么是 ‘真情感人’，也让我真正学会了 ‘珍惜’！
伟大的妈妈就是自己在春节将要来临的时候不舍得买新衣，却要提醒孩子们记得要买新衣的伟大人物！！当我得知她才买了件新衣的时候，心就快要疼死我了！她果然是我妈妈。。她果然很了解我。。她果然阻止我为她买新衣！嘻。。对不起了妈，这次我可不听您的。。要不然我会很心疼，会感觉违背良心的。。就让我做个孝顺女吧！虽然看着您感动的时刻会很心疼，更会被您紧紧的抱着，然后与您一起感动，流泪。。但是就是想要让您开心，让您知道生了我这个女儿是直得庆幸的！
爸妈，我就快要回来了！等我回来再与您们聚一聚吧。。一定很开心！期待。。倒数。。再期待。。嘻！
Saturday, January 26, 2008
泪，一直都在流！
亲爱的主耶稣，可不可以告诉我，很爱很爱一个人是没有错的？可是为什么当我们很爱很爱一个人的时候就好像在惩罚着自己似的？那感觉忽冷忽热。。好辛苦。。好痛！
主啊！我是不是爱上了一个不该爱的人？为什么这次的我总是伤痕累累的不肯离开？爱，这回事，有说应不应该的吗？爱一个人是很自然的，并不是为了应该爱而去爱！只因爱情是没有理智的。。失去理智的爱情是盲目的。。而盲目的爱情是最真，也是最伤人的吧！一旦爱上了就无法自拨！
我盲目的爱着他，每时每刻的想着他，丢下自尊的去包容他的一却。。做的一却都是为了给他脸上增添多一份笑容。。但我使终不是天使，我还是做得不够好。。却造成自己遍体磷伤！跌了无数次，还是勇敢的爬起来。。但我这次是真的跌得好伤好伤。。我爬不起来了。。
主啊，我知道您爱世人！请您助我一股之力好吗？我听您的，都听您的！对不起，我太执著了。。主啊，如果我是执著于错的方向，那么请您来引导我到对的那儿去好吗？我已经失去理智。。失去自我。。失去方向。。失去我所拥有的。。我好无助，也好害怕！不想再次被打败。。我已经承受不住了！
我好担心。。也好心疼。。赶快好起来好吗？
主啊！我是不是爱上了一个不该爱的人？为什么这次的我总是伤痕累累的不肯离开？爱，这回事，有说应不应该的吗？爱一个人是很自然的，并不是为了应该爱而去爱！只因爱情是没有理智的。。失去理智的爱情是盲目的。。而盲目的爱情是最真，也是最伤人的吧！一旦爱上了就无法自拨！
我盲目的爱着他，每时每刻的想着他，丢下自尊的去包容他的一却。。做的一却都是为了给他脸上增添多一份笑容。。但我使终不是天使，我还是做得不够好。。却造成自己遍体磷伤！跌了无数次，还是勇敢的爬起来。。但我这次是真的跌得好伤好伤。。我爬不起来了。。
主啊，我知道您爱世人！请您助我一股之力好吗？我听您的，都听您的！对不起，我太执著了。。主啊，如果我是执著于错的方向，那么请您来引导我到对的那儿去好吗？我已经失去理智。。失去自我。。失去方向。。失去我所拥有的。。我好无助，也好害怕！不想再次被打败。。我已经承受不住了！
我好担心。。也好心疼。。赶快好起来好吗？
sleepless nights !!
Another sleepless night! It’s already 3 night altogether that I couldn’t sleep well! I hope it could be a better night for me on tomorrow! Else, I don’t know how long more could I still be holding on as a human? or as a human without any feeling? I’m tired! I M FREAKING TIRED!! It’s already 4 o’clock in the morning and what’s the hell am I still waking up?
What fucking things keep bothering me right now? Shit happens! shit shit shit.. pool of shits!Damn it! I need to release! I miss my beach now! I miss the sound of waves and the sea wind! I need to shout out loud! What fucking world is this? Why am I here? I m seriously not belonging to here! I am not a human but an alien instead! Why am I so fucking stupid? Damn it! I am just a silly girl after all!
My little fragile broken heart tried to breathe so hard with thousands of broken pieces inside.. but why am I still alive? That’s why I rather called myself an alien instead! There is too much complicated feeling inside and this is the only place for me to blast out for since I temporarily couldn’t reach a beach! I’m trying to be good but please don’t ever try to take me as granted! Argh………………………………….. :’(
I need to fix it all alone! “Poor thing, don’t cry…” God answered me. God had seen everything that happened! It is just the matter of time and it is all just depends on particular individuals! “The level of appreciation is far more to reach but keep going on girl! Your kindness, god will pay u some day in the future…” oh dear Lord, thanks for answering me!
p/s : For God has great things in store, for those who patiently wait!
What fucking things keep bothering me right now? Shit happens! shit shit shit.. pool of shits!Damn it! I need to release! I miss my beach now! I miss the sound of waves and the sea wind! I need to shout out loud! What fucking world is this? Why am I here? I m seriously not belonging to here! I am not a human but an alien instead! Why am I so fucking stupid? Damn it! I am just a silly girl after all!
My little fragile broken heart tried to breathe so hard with thousands of broken pieces inside.. but why am I still alive? That’s why I rather called myself an alien instead! There is too much complicated feeling inside and this is the only place for me to blast out for since I temporarily couldn’t reach a beach! I’m trying to be good but please don’t ever try to take me as granted! Argh………………………………….. :’(
I need to fix it all alone! “Poor thing, don’t cry…” God answered me. God had seen everything that happened! It is just the matter of time and it is all just depends on particular individuals! “The level of appreciation is far more to reach but keep going on girl! Your kindness, god will pay u some day in the future…” oh dear Lord, thanks for answering me!
p/s : For God has great things in store, for those who patiently wait!
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
If he smiles, I'll smile too !!
Peoples always say if their love one happy, they would be happy too! This is so true! As long as there’s a smile on his face, it makes my world rocks!
Same happens to my parents as well! They care a lot and they knew that I m ‘emo sissy’ or may be in a good way of sense, I might say myself that I’m just love my family and friends pretty much! So whenever anything happens to them, no matter good or bad, I shared the feelings with them! I feel the joy, the pain, the excitement and disappointment as they do. I put myself there together with them because I too love them until I can't just withdraw myself out of the situation! They say good things had to be shared with love ones but why not the bad things too? If we only share the good things together and dump them alone during their hard time, do u think this is fair enough?
In a lot of peoples mind set, they always think that only good things are proud to be shared of but not for the bad things that happened. Oh why o lord? For those who doesn’t want to share bad stuff with their love one may be because they don’t want to make their love one worry :) but for some case, they care their pride too much and they feel there’s not necessary to share with love one, they can settle the problems themselves (this would be good but that’s too pressurized to carry alone!) hence, no matter good or bad things, do shared your with your love ones, after all they are the angels that provided by our dearly Father from heaven! Sometimes, things just doesn’t work out in one man show! In turn, with the helping hands by the angels, we can cut down our burden and feel relief from there…bear in mind, 'angels' always support and protect us! That is the way Jesus loves us though and this is why God is so wonderful =)
A little praise from love ones would be the very powerful booster pills! Sometimes, we need words of encouragement to move on in life! Especially if those words were to come from our love ones, it would be boosting up speedily! (no doubt, it’s true!) Although I still got a long way to go but with your words of encouragement, I’ll never fail! *grins* I’ll keep it up to make it happens and make myself a wonderful person some day in the future! *way to go* go go go… go and be the best and beat the rest!
Don’t worry, be happy! U smile, you cheer the world!! ;) Sometimes, you’ll never know that your smile could just make someone feel like flying! (that’s the miracle!!)
Same happens to my parents as well! They care a lot and they knew that I m ‘emo sissy’ or may be in a good way of sense, I might say myself that I’m just love my family and friends pretty much! So whenever anything happens to them, no matter good or bad, I shared the feelings with them! I feel the joy, the pain, the excitement and disappointment as they do. I put myself there together with them because I too love them until I can't just withdraw myself out of the situation! They say good things had to be shared with love ones but why not the bad things too? If we only share the good things together and dump them alone during their hard time, do u think this is fair enough?
In a lot of peoples mind set, they always think that only good things are proud to be shared of but not for the bad things that happened. Oh why o lord? For those who doesn’t want to share bad stuff with their love one may be because they don’t want to make their love one worry :) but for some case, they care their pride too much and they feel there’s not necessary to share with love one, they can settle the problems themselves (this would be good but that’s too pressurized to carry alone!) hence, no matter good or bad things, do shared your with your love ones, after all they are the angels that provided by our dearly Father from heaven! Sometimes, things just doesn’t work out in one man show! In turn, with the helping hands by the angels, we can cut down our burden and feel relief from there…bear in mind, 'angels' always support and protect us! That is the way Jesus loves us though and this is why God is so wonderful =)
A little praise from love ones would be the very powerful booster pills! Sometimes, we need words of encouragement to move on in life! Especially if those words were to come from our love ones, it would be boosting up speedily! (no doubt, it’s true!) Although I still got a long way to go but with your words of encouragement, I’ll never fail! *grins* I’ll keep it up to make it happens and make myself a wonderful person some day in the future! *way to go* go go go… go and be the best and beat the rest!
Don’t worry, be happy! U smile, you cheer the world!! ;) Sometimes, you’ll never know that your smile could just make someone feel like flying! (that’s the miracle!!)
Saturday, January 12, 2008
prosperity burger + vitamin C (you) = sweet memories
Still remember last year this period, near Chinese New Year, prosperity burger been presented again to the market! I never eat prosperity burger before and I never like to eat because it made with black pepper. I admit I like hot and spicy but please never from black pepper k!
Bad thing happened… u guys know what? I was late for my very 1st date! I was so panic and nervous in the car, blaming at the stupid jam and hoping can reach my destination soon but at the end I didn’t manage to make it for my date!! *frustrated* I felt so sorry for him… I felt so bad as well and worst part he hates people to be late and I happened to be the one on that day! (I am not purposely late, until today I'm guilty still!)
Poor him, he never angry me but instead he helped me to ‘ta bao’ my dinner! Guess what he bought? Hehe… yeah, that’s prosperity burger!!(funny right?) Omg! I dun like but he bought me that! Yea, I admit I am sometimes very bias on the person that I admired! No matter what my admirer bought me, I’m loving it! Though our 1st date not in the romantic restaurant, though he is not sitting beside me cause I m sitting behind of the class enjoying my 1st ever ‘prosperity burger’ but deep inside me feeling so sweet! That is more than enough! Really!
He never know that I’ve been falling into him for the very 1st time I notice him in the class and of course I will keep this secret inside me. (but u know gals always share secret among gals) hence, some of my supporters knew about this romantic infatuation. *grins*
This guy was so shy on our 1st meet! From that, I guess he likes me too! Hehe… I felt even sweeter after he had passed me the prosperity burger. *so sweet of him* some busybody in the class asked me, is he your boyfriend who bought you this ‘blissful meal’? I replied by an ever blissful smile but speechless! Lol… I wish he is too! Only God know how much desire I kept inside – I wanted him so much!
God is so good, He hear my prayer and answered me by sending this ‘vitamin C’ into my life! So this year at the same season, when I see the prosperity burger at the McD sign board there, it helped me to recall all about our 1st date sweet memories! Although I don’t like to eat prosperity burger but I’m gonna miss it like crazy this year! (don’t look at the prosperity burger alone but look behind the story of my own particular prosperity burger, then u’ll know why I love it so much!)
Waiting for my prosperity burger but no onions please =)
Bad thing happened… u guys know what? I was late for my very 1st date! I was so panic and nervous in the car, blaming at the stupid jam and hoping can reach my destination soon but at the end I didn’t manage to make it for my date!! *frustrated* I felt so sorry for him… I felt so bad as well and worst part he hates people to be late and I happened to be the one on that day! (I am not purposely late, until today I'm guilty still!)
Poor him, he never angry me but instead he helped me to ‘ta bao’ my dinner! Guess what he bought? Hehe… yeah, that’s prosperity burger!!(funny right?) Omg! I dun like but he bought me that! Yea, I admit I am sometimes very bias on the person that I admired! No matter what my admirer bought me, I’m loving it! Though our 1st date not in the romantic restaurant, though he is not sitting beside me cause I m sitting behind of the class enjoying my 1st ever ‘prosperity burger’ but deep inside me feeling so sweet! That is more than enough! Really!
He never know that I’ve been falling into him for the very 1st time I notice him in the class and of course I will keep this secret inside me. (but u know gals always share secret among gals) hence, some of my supporters knew about this romantic infatuation. *grins*
This guy was so shy on our 1st meet! From that, I guess he likes me too! Hehe… I felt even sweeter after he had passed me the prosperity burger. *so sweet of him* some busybody in the class asked me, is he your boyfriend who bought you this ‘blissful meal’? I replied by an ever blissful smile but speechless! Lol… I wish he is too! Only God know how much desire I kept inside – I wanted him so much!
God is so good, He hear my prayer and answered me by sending this ‘vitamin C’ into my life! So this year at the same season, when I see the prosperity burger at the McD sign board there, it helped me to recall all about our 1st date sweet memories! Although I don’t like to eat prosperity burger but I’m gonna miss it like crazy this year! (don’t look at the prosperity burger alone but look behind the story of my own particular prosperity burger, then u’ll know why I love it so much!)
Waiting for my prosperity burger but no onions please =)
Wednesday, January 09, 2008
simple messages that touched my heart and make my days!!
A simple message that make me feel so warm and touched!
I know this is more than enough! At least because of this, I smile sweetly! I felt so sweet! It’s true! At least I know there’s someone there who really cares :) thanks god, I m not alone by U have providing so much helping hands for me!
There’s too much to say, too much to think, too much to express… but 1 thing I know memories will always be cherish forever in my heart! Thanks for those helping hands (my dear friends) u guys always got my vote! *cheers* that’s the spirit which keep me up all the times. I’m tired to walk alone but I will never feel lonely along with u guys companion and support! I’m blessed isn’t it? Hehe…
Sometimes I really appreciate those messages that I have received. Some really make me smile, laugh and even tears. Most of the time, those meaningful messages touched my heart, u guys really care =) sincerely, I appreciate this a lot! I’m glad that god gave us chance to meet and end up we all become a bunch of good friends here! Life is good along with the joys of friends!
Thanks a lot my dear all!
I know this is more than enough! At least because of this, I smile sweetly! I felt so sweet! It’s true! At least I know there’s someone there who really cares :) thanks god, I m not alone by U have providing so much helping hands for me!
There’s too much to say, too much to think, too much to express… but 1 thing I know memories will always be cherish forever in my heart! Thanks for those helping hands (my dear friends) u guys always got my vote! *cheers* that’s the spirit which keep me up all the times. I’m tired to walk alone but I will never feel lonely along with u guys companion and support! I’m blessed isn’t it? Hehe…
Sometimes I really appreciate those messages that I have received. Some really make me smile, laugh and even tears. Most of the time, those meaningful messages touched my heart, u guys really care =) sincerely, I appreciate this a lot! I’m glad that god gave us chance to meet and end up we all become a bunch of good friends here! Life is good along with the joys of friends!
Thanks a lot my dear all!
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