HapPy ChiNe$e n3W YeAr !

I don’t expect Chinese New Year to arrive so soon and yet it do and it is coming very near on next week! I don’t feel excited nor feel the atmosphere of the season. What’s on my mind was – Yeah, I am going home soon and that’s it! How simple? How sad, I not even buy many for my new dresses this time and I really don’t feel like Chinese New Year! As my boss said this is not a good thing for a Chinese New Year to come so early in the beginning of the year especially now during the recession times, it could be worse. So do not expect so much for the ‘value’ of ang pow this year! Don't complain as times are bad! Ouch.. painful!

I can see the decorations in the shopping malls, they are not too attractive nor over-done. It’s just simple and nice? It is understandable why is it so because of the down graded economic and the there were few celebrations dropped by in a row within a month. Sucks! Firstly were the Christmas celebration, then New Year 2009 and then now Happy Chinese New Year? Congrats to all especially to Chinese! Why? Ask yourself, do all these festive here need a single cent of penny? Yes, they do and where is the cash come from? And how much we can earn within a month time and remember our dad do not print money!

Anyway, I am still very glad that I didn’t get affected too much or maybe not at all? *evil grins* I have no commitment and thanks god for that but then my parents do! Other then worried for them, I prayed hard so that they still hold their job tightly! Amen. God will look after us but do save money please! Because if you are not helping yourself and nobody does! So to all my buddies out there, don’t gamble too much during Chinese New Year! You get it right? Anyway, still Gong Xi Fa Cai to you all and best of luck on your little gambling! (It’s just simply one of the Chinese peoples’ cultures to “dou” during CNY) Hence, no gamble, no fun and a little gambling won’t die! *giggle* agree?

I am looking forward for the CNY though I am not in the mood. But then I always knew that whenever I see my loved ones, I will still smile no matter what! Got a lot of gathering to catch up and it seems that everyone of them were so busy on their works and they are only having two days leave for this season while I will be having 10 days leave! My boss is always cool, don’t you know that? LOL~

However, not to be forgotten that I do have this bunch of law books with me during this red season as well. Now, you know why I can be happy no more when these books are all around and I got no excuse but to spend time on them too! *suck* I got task to do also even though I am on the holiday leave! Can I still enjoy? I dare not to think more!

Yet to mention that I miss the island so much! Missed listening to the waves and beach and the sea winds! Good news, I am going back very soon and yes, buddy, I will help to ‘take care’ of your brother and watch his speed and make sure that we both arrive the island safely! (because I am one of the so very ‘kia-si’ too!) ah ha, what a sweet brother of him to remind me of this? *winks*

傻瓜

Yes, the big stupid fool here - the author!

~ SmAlL w0rLd ~

Today, went to the examinations center to submit the damn exam fees and surprisingly when I was just about to step into the payment counter, someone shouted my name! I turned my head to the one who is calling me and he was so excited that he sees me there! Cool, so do I?

Awww.. small world! He was my ex classmate when I first came to the college here, he’s the one who came over and picked a topic and then we become the “so so” friend. I know it’s my bad that I don’t keep up with my friends, I’m sorry I was indeed too in loved with someone else that time that I manage to dump all behind! Come to think about it, I m seriously sorry!

Although just for being one of my “so so” friend and he manage to remember me even until today! I was shocked and out of a sudden I forgot his name, Jesus and just say : ‘Yea, hey you, great to see you here!’ I was so unprepared but surprised! Still remembered for the past exam, I met him there as well outside the exam hall and yea he was the one who shouted my name from very far too! He’s friendly I should say! I feel good each time he see me and he smile at me with the whole row of white teeth and I couldn’t see even his eyes! You can imagine that, how happy he is to have met me and of course I’m happy too! It’s like you have met back your long lost friend!

I’m very glad that if peoples remember me and I even feel much more better if people praise me looking great! *evil grins* the moment he praise me beautiful, I know he is not lying! Hehe.. he could be true to his words that for such a long time that he didn’t see me and now he saw me changed so much and he was kind of shocked and yea, I was in my working suit! No doubt, I am always looking smart with the perfect outfit! *grins* (tak tau malu)

When I came back home, when I was in the condo compound walking towards to the lif, and this Indian lady called me! Hey, I was shocked this time indeed! I recognize her too but I totally forgot her name! I not even remember she was from Penang ATC and she remembered me, everything of me! I was so touched! She was one the secretary in my ex college and she used to remember me and I realized I was kind of famous in Penang because that college is small enough for all the staffs there to remember all of us, it’s like a family and no doubt, they are always friendly! Unexpectedly, she has moved here v her family and she stays the same block as me! Argh, small world!

Yes, this world could be a very small world when you meet all the unexpected ones but it could be the big world for you when you are thinking of to meet up with someone and even if he/she is just inside the same building as you and you don’t see them! How sad when the world become so BIG right? Hehe..

For now, smile for the beautiful meet ups and smile whenever you are happy because good things don’t always happen and once it is happen, it could be yours beautiful memories ever!

- Hungry - Supper - Sleepless -

Just had myself a very satisfactory supper - two slices of toast, a bowl of home cooked mushroom soup and a cup of Fatimah power root chocolate drink! Life is wonderful with delicious food on mouth! But then now, my tummy was stuffed with foods, I'm fcking full and I can't sleep! Gosh, I'm full! >.<"

Since it is late and I can do nothing much but nevermind, cause my damn law books are all still right with me here.. Yes, so study!! or what else? =.=' no complaint but do it!

.. .. life is so wonderful! No? ^.<

Love is in the air ?

As the ‘good’ news spreading around, you know sometimes it is so good to be single and it’s the ever great news for those who have been waiting so long out there? Yes, I’ve been sneezing quite a lot in this fcking morning and wth is it? So that’s mean basically my heart stops for a many milliseconds in this morning alone! *Hell* Somebody miss me too much? and I see stars when I sneeze! In fact, I felt faint! But I’m not sick, okie?

They are throwing “sayang” here and there and lots of “sayang” to come on its way! Cool~ thanks bees! Loves from friends only, why not? I’m being loved! Who don't love to be loved? Yes, but for me, I love to love and being loved! So, it really takes time, all right?

Out of the crowd, I want to thank especially you! Thanks for the patient and effort. I know you were trying hard. I appreciate it a lot! If you were here and you’ll see this and these are specially dedicated to you!

For now, there is nothing much that I can give, I’m sorry! But then I thank god for you are coming your way though! *winks*

It’s good to know that you’re being loved but it’s even better if that someone could be your right one, isn’t it? =)

I felt God yesterday!

Yes, yesterday was the day that I felt god so much! Now I understand his planning and he planned it for goods! Only god knows us the best and he do really give the best! So have faith in god! As I always say, god has great things in store, for those who patiently wait! *winks*

First of all, my worries are all down and the only thing left is to struggle hard for exam only. Yes, only exam that I should focus on!

For studies, when I was still hesitating to take the exam or not and god has picked one for me. There is no other choice other than to accept it. Hence no worry and go ahead with it with the full strength that god has given.

For works, he has given me a very nice boss who appreciates my hard work and patient enough to teach me some extra knowledge about law. I’ve got a very nice office to work with, to deal with the matters that related to my field and hence I had benefited a lot from my so called working experience. Plus the light jobs that never burden me, I can cope with my studies still. Thank god for the good giving and this is definitely a very good deal!

For love, he gave me the chance to fall, to lose and to stand up again for myself and to gain! He let me see clearly about my bad and take chance to learn to become someone better. He has told me that although it is hurt but then you learn to love and be appreciative. He has created things for reason and he has made me the brand new me. So that, I could attract someone right and never get hurt again. He said, love the man who loves you and love the man who knows how to love god! I’m touched and this is one of his guidance on love.

For friends, I never complain that I’ve less friends! You can imagine god is so nice to put angels around me! They listen to me most when I need to talk, they accompany me when I feel lonely, they make me cheers when I was down, they help me whenever I need ones! Most importantly, they are painting loves and colors into my life and ask me to join them for the fun!

For family, he has given me the best family ever! He has given me a sweet pair of parents who care a lot and being supportive all the time. I always got their vote for everything that I do. I’ve got a brother who always listen to me crap and play with me and he helps to take care of my parents while I was not around. The power of love from relatives, they let me know that we all are sharing an one big heart and whenever either of us got into the trouble, all will help! I just love being one of the members here with them and I’m blessed that I have them as my very close family! Dear lord, they are lovely!

Life is beautiful with the blessing of god! What else more can I ask for? You have one as well because god loves everyone of us! *winks*

The moment that I felt god, I know everything going to be all right and I see things are all fall into the picture. I’m feeling good, really! =)

Unrevealed truth !

Thanks to the so called ‘Maxis” good GRADE services!

Thanks for revealing the unrevealed secret!

Thanks for letting me know that I am such a fool who still keeps the faith!

It’s painful, kick my ass!

It spoiled up my entire weekends on the Friday itself!

So do you happy, Maxis?

I’ve screwed the Maxis upside down this morning sepuas-puasnya so that they won’t put any shit on my mail again! Which I really hope that the Maxis will never repeat the same mistake again! I don’t ever wish to know whatever shit again from him and Maxis please do your work!

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr ! *damn it*

許茹芸 & 阿穆隆 - 男人女人

I'm numb.. I'm totally freak out.. I'm speechless and I love this song to the max and so I'll let the song speaks itself! *enjoy*

New year, new gift?

Why do I need this? or it could be for someone else? However it looks cute to me but it is not my color! But baby blue is not bad after all isn't it? =) Yes, again why do I need this? Do I really need to use this? Perhaps it is for someone else? Dunno.. whatever leave it to you..

It's been 3 months already!

It’s been 3 months of being a working adult already!

I used to wake up late while I was still a student but now no longer allowed to do so except for weekends. Thus I looks more fresh and healthier? Hehe.. brain could works well than before and I learn to be wise!

Have to cope with both studies and works were really tough especially for my situation now. But then thanks god for the blessing, I love my job and my job love me too! Lol.. I’m blessed by a very nice boss and that’s make my life easier. A good boss that who are very appreciative, that’s more than enough and I have no regret by picking up this job! Thanks god!

The only thing left is to give myself a final push on my studies. A good year to struggling hard to get back to the top and prove it!

Anyway, feel like to thanks her so much for the job still! She’s an angel from above! When I seemed to be so helpless at the time I was jobless, she’s the one who cares so much and lend me the helping hand. I love you sis!

In the mist..

I got my worries now as I don’t know should I proceed or not. Either way, I don’t see any good. Dear lord, I really need your guidance this time. I am doubt with the way that I should go and which way to choose from a cross roads? I’m totally lost!

Lord, I got lot of worries, I couldn’t handle this alone, I need you at this very moment! Please hear me and heal me. Please guide me through the dark and lead me to the way of success. I need a peaceful mind to think and a peaceful heart to stay calm and act wisely.

Sigh.. I’m feeling so complicated!

Happy "Niu" Year !

Happy New Year to all!

Please do enjoy the great fireworks sessions below but please don't blame me on the shaky hands cause it was a bit too scary that night that the fireworks were too loud and some of the fireworks' 'shit' did dropped off from the sky!


Oh yes, today is the 2nd day of New Year but still new year right? Lol.. why not I pick the 1st day to greet all for the happy new year instead of that I picked the 2nd day of it? Weird right? But have you ever realized that peoples always pick the 2nd pack of things instead of the 1st one whenever they buy something on the shelf? On human mind, the 2nd one will always be better or newer. Is it a kind of sickness here in a human mind? So is it the 1st girlfriend or boyfriend will never be the better choice? Lol.. I do not mean that or I would be whacked by those who were still in their very 1st courtship! *cool*

Yea, so human are all weird and so do I! Hehe.. so once again I wish all a very happy mo0 m0o year 2009! I’ve had myself a very delicious spicy ‘pan mee’ for my lunch on the 1st! I’ve found this restaurant accidentally while me and my friend were busying searching around where to ‘cari makan’? I was so shocked and excited when the moment I saw the sign board of this restaurant! I used to love this famous spicy ‘pan mee’ restaurant at Chow Kit road but due to transportation problem, I could never go there again since my last visit (I think year ago)! Of course, I was happy like a kid that I’ve found this favorite shop (their the other branch) nearby to my friend’s house! I just can’t help myself but to laugh like a kid! Yes, I am like that, whenever I was over excited, then I could be very annoyed and peoples around me will definitely get influenced by my powerful laughs! I saw my friend just sitting there look at me and smile at me like a silly billy!

Those who know me will know how much I love chili and sometimes I will over excited because of tasting a good taste of chili! Then they will say, see this little silly crazy one here! Ouch..
Yes, I don’t normally tears if I’ve received something sweet, surprise or from my love ones. What I will do is smile there quietly like a dungu and they will know that it’s worth doing everything because this silly girl loves it very very much by her silly smile on face says it all! It’s very peace but those sweet stuffs from my love ones would always mean a lot to me though I don’t used to jump on people? Lol.. I am not romantic and I should have learn from my lesson! Besides that, I’ve got a ‘gift’ for this new year. Guess what? Nah, there is this swollen leg! A swollen left leg that I’ve got for this new year! *pain* =.=’ It’s really pain that I can barely walk for the 1st day but now was all right for me. As I said a little bit pain won’t kill me? Don’t worry, I am not lame but I just have to walk lamely while the pain still there! Thanks for the swollen leg cause by the severe diarrhea few days ago!
There is this red spot which is hurt and it's so sore and swelling still!

Last but not least, I am a bit too excited that this year is the golden ‘moo moo’ year that I know there are a lot of ‘moo moo’ thingy will come along the year of ‘moo moo’! See below are some of their ‘business trick’~ Hey this is a good year to promote ‘moo moo’ product and the ‘moo moo’ lover like me will definitely can’t resist of having them or maybe one of them?
The negative side is I am getting older! But does figure matter? Yes, it is! >.<”