What's bothering me?

I kept having bad dreams few nights in a row and I don’t feel good for every wake up!

They said I am too pressured! But am I? I don’t deny it there’s a hidden sign of pressure! Anyway pass it to my prayers, God know what to do with that =)

And one thing I wonder.. wondering why is this somebody sms me asking how is my sleep in the early morning? Just a coincidence thing that happens I guess. Cause for so long I didn’t hear from him and he suddenly ‘pop-up’ with this kind of Q? Anyway really thanks for concern.

For those who really care, I truly appreciate this from u. At least whenever I need an ear to listen to me, u guys are always there for me! ;) I am blessed!

Under Pressure

I hate this period the most during the year! ( I guess I am not alone though) For those who really understand this and I truly thanks for your support! No critics, no comment, no pushing, but only words of comfort will do. =)

I had a bad dream again yesterday night! Yes, AGAIN!! I was under pressure due to the exams force and I found myself couldn’t sleep well! (1stly I cannot sleep. 2ndly I’ve been bothered by those bad dreams once I fell asleep!) I seriously hate this man! There’s shit on my head and then I am working hard to try to get rid of it but why are these things keep bothering me? Frankly speaking, if it is not tough and no worries, it wouldn’t be an external course!

Come back to my bad dreams, in most of them, I found myself kept running to get rid of something horrible (esp if it is not a human, it must be a spirit kind of stuff), struggling to find an entry, chasing after time, rushing for exams etc. However, my dream last night, was a weird and horrible one but I am glad that I’ve met my family there too at the end of the dream! They were there for me when I am in the danger. I think I miss them! Yes, I started to miss them already!

This will be my 1st time to face the shit alone. Without them by my side, I wish I could be tough enough to fight alone! As my dad always says I am the super-hero-Ling! He means that I am a very independent and tough daughter for him. He hardly feel worry for me but this is good! I don’t want my parents to worry about me it’s true! I wondered whether have they ever feel proud of me? *grins* but then I hope that I won’t disappoint them this time.

My dear lord, please give me courage to go on, guide me and grant me wisdom to handle all stuffs. Please sweep away all ‘curse’ that came into my life and even my dreams. I need a peace mind to work things out.

Lastly, I wish all my friends who are sitting for the exams this month or the coming CLP with best of luck! All the best, guys! I understand your pain but let us go through all these together! ;)

泪了。累了

心灵累了。。

好想休息，但选择在这个时候停下来是不被允许的。。

但是我是真的累了。。眼眶含泪。。手在发抖。。劲项好酸痛。。

在此最艰难的时刻，我唯有向上帝投靠去。。

听着这些美丽动听的赞美诗旋曲，让我感到了我心灵的创伤总于有个歇息的地方。。

告诉自己就撑下去吧！

就为这一个月效劳。。就仅此这一个月的奋斗。。

然后就会雨后天晴。。

所以现在就努力吧！

我期待着雨后的天空。。

等我好吗？