爱情~请让我休息吧! 曾经辜负我的人,我的确感失望~!!!!!!!!

昨天不愉快的事又重演了..
或许爱情是件累人的儿戏..
男人总是不知道自己做错了什么; 而女人总会为了男人的一举一动而感悲伤!!

已经好多次了.. 他的冷漠, 他在我面前所成现的无奈, 都让我的心隐隐做痛..而他呢..?却一无所知!! 又或许那个时候他知道他根本不该使出那样伤人的对待, 但奈何他却做了?! 他冷漠的对待, 旁人异样的眼光, 让我感觉好无助, 好难过! 他不曾了解! 为了某些 “重要”事件, 他可以抛下我不管! 顿时间我慌了, 我对他失去了信心, 我的安全感散了! 我觉得好失望..好心疼..我做错了选择!! 因为别人的重要事, 我顿时间成为角落旁的小角色!

我一直都相信真心爱我的人会对我很好..我以为他就是那一个人, 可是我错了! 冷漠事件让我大掉眼镜!! 每个人都会有他们的两面, 但我万万没想到的是..他也会如此对待我! 当脾气降临时, 爱已经不存在.. 我美好的希望从此被毁灭! 原来没有一个人会永远的对你好, 更没有人会时时刻刻的好好对待身边所拥有的一切.. .. .. ..

错误不停的上演, 道歉不停的重复.. 我的忍耐度会到达哪儿?? 我的心能够承受多久的伤害?? 不想再讲, 只因那已是 “旧病复发”, 再多次的告状也无效! 或许人的本性难移, 我也不想免强了.. 或许是性格不合吧! 我一直都认为性格不合只不过是个借口, 但事实证明了不是! 或许他根本不能接受吵吵闹闹的我, 这使他感觉厌烦, 而对我做出冷漠之举.. 我并不是他的合拍伴侣..

或许没有等到最后一分钟, 那个好好先生是不会出现? 那到底要等多久才算是最后一分钟?? 是临死前的那一分钟吗?? 又或许美好的爱情根本不会发生在我的身上.. 那位久等的好好先生也不会看上我..


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~c0nFu$3d~

If you want to know what God wants you to do, ask him, and he will gladly tell you, for he is always ready to give a bountiful supply of wisdom to all who sk him.
( James 1:5 TLB )

But when you ask him, be sure that you really expect him to tell you, for a doubtful mind will be unsettled as a wave of the sea that is driven and tossed by the wind; and every decision you then make will be uncertain, as you turn 1st this way and then that, If you don't ask with faith, don't expect the Lord to give you any solid answer.
( James 1:6-8 TLB )

无法控制的痛再次亲临!!

凌晨三点多.. 我又失眠了..
就当全世界都入睡的时候, 就只剩下孤单的小草!!
我知道此时此刻我应该睡了.. 但很多时候 “应该” 却不是主旨!
往往应该做的事, 我们没有办到..
不应该发生的事却发生了.. 可悲由此而起..

今早凌晨,我的心再次的痛得很!!
每当很伤心的时候, 心痛总是尤然而生.. 这是正常人所承受的吗??
或许我是个不正常的一颗小草吧..

伤心伤心伤心.. 是真的伤害到我脆弱的那颗心了吗?
我不懂, 我都不懂.. 只知道, 在最伤心的时刻.. 心痛总会到访!!
不敢证实是否是事实, 更不愿去面对残酷的事实.. 或许这是心脏病的预告..
不管了.. 如果无法接受, 我宁可不知道.. 至少这样会好过些..
总是害怕心停的那一刻, 但却不知道活着的义意是什么?!

泪擦干了, 我还是得往前走.. 不管跌过多少次, 我依然要往前行.. 或许心停的那一刻就在前方!!
走啊走的.. 原来我们只不过为了要争取安宁!
心也总该有休息的时候.. 闭上双眼.. 从此不再受苦!!


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s0 hAppY to liV3 wiTh mY s0uL

Oh angels!!
Finally I’m here to say HI !! I’m back !!
Haha.. I found myself.. yiepie!!

No more burden, no more worry, no more tears!!
Don’t need to suffer, no more torture stuff, don’t need to study in mid night and don’t need to wake up in the very earlier morning to memorize the foolish points for the stupid exam!!

Such life really like shit!!
Live in the hell, very lonely and helpless.. no love, no joy, no light..
Cold, dark and fears.. sTruggle very hard to get a peaceful life!!

Thanks for everything .. I’ve get rid of it.. it’s just like a terrible + horrible lesson for me!! Yuck.. yuck.. yuck.. yuck!!
And now..I feel myself so light and really can fly without wings .. LoL ~.*

AnSw3r 0uR pRaY3rs *.~

I will answer them before they even call to me. While they are still talking to me about their needs, I'll go ahead and answer their prayers.
(Isaiah 65:24 TLB)

I tell you, whatever you ask in your prayer, believe that you have received it and it will be yours.
(Mark 11:24 NIV)

Now glory to be God who by his mighty power at work within us is able to do far more than we would ever dare to ask or even dream of - infinitely beyond our highest prayers, desires, thoughts or hopes.
(Ephesians 3:20 TLB)

Until now you have not asked for everything in my name. Ask and you will receive and your joy will be complete.
(John 16:24 NIV)

You will call, and the Lord will answer; you will cry for help and he will say: here am I.
(Isaiah 58:9 NIV)

If you remain in me and my words remain in you, ask whatever you wish and it will be given you.
(John 15:7 NIV)

Call unto me, and I will answer thee and show thee great and mighty things, which thou knowest not.
(Jeremiah 33:3 KJV)

God's pRomis3s

Praise be to God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of compassion and the God of all comfort, who comfort us in all our trouble, so that we can comfort those in any trouble with the comfort we ourselves have received from God.

(2 Corinthians 1:3-4 NIV)