No doubt I’ve been disappearing for so long ever since my last entry. I was so tempted to jot down a few here but below are the reasons why..
… the surgery (minor one) was went well all the way. I’m so glad to have an experience surgeon on my ever 1st case of operation yet she is an arrogant one! It was not as scary as what I’ve expected. It was more like a dream as they put me asleep and the moment I wake up, everything is done!
I remember the moment I was waiting for my turn, I was like hell scare as if its gonna take my life away, but no! At the very panic moment, I manage to calm myself and remember to pray to Jesus, I asked him to be with me so that I don’t have to scare so much! The feeling of going into the operating theater is like going to the exam hall! How would my life been surrounded by this kind of feeling? To be frank, I’m scared! At that very critical moment I just knew that I need HIS hand, HIS sacred hand to save me away from my poor health condition. I was to have faith on HIM and my surgeon and I can do nothing best in there except to be calm.
And yes, I was finally calm and in a very short moment everything was done and the report was not bad yet it couldn’t be assured that I would be all fine in the coming days. That’s shattered my heart a little, why couldn't I get rid of this little evil? Anyway, doctor said a phrase: “If you are facing an accident today and who will guarantee you will not met another accident again the following days?”
Yes, she is very harsh doctor yet she is indeed true! Non of us could foresee what’s going to happen next (even the next second) Hence no point for me to keep worrying while I don’t know how long could I live up for, neither one of us could know, isn't it? I’m holding on the faith if I’m your child, YOU will definitely give me protection. If there is YOUR wish, and I will be seeing you soon or later. Finally I’m a lil bit close to the recovering stage of my health and I hope no more evil could attack since then. Lord Jesus, deep down inside I pray that YOU could heal me! :)
The thing that brought me a big relief on that day is when I walked out from the operation unit and I knew that my darling is waiting patiently outside! I was so glad that you're there for me at this very moment. I was pampered, a little pain on my body won't kill me but a loving care from you for sure will ease my every pain =) Thanks for staying back for the week to take good care of a "young sweet" patient such like me! *still cheecky*
p.s. Past your worriness for HIM and HE will lessen your burden. HE did, HE does and HE is doing still! Get well soon!
