星星说。。

要在一起一辈子，就要与一个心疼您的人！因为不心疼你的人，不会理会您的感受，会以语言为刀杀害您，您或许可以活到老，可是心却已早死，那又何必？因为人在机场，所以眼泪不得不hold住！

没有，遗憾！

有些路，是一定要走的。。 当你还可以微笑面对的时候， 我很心慰！ 因为有些事情还是不知道的好。。 至少你知道曾经有个人是多么认真的爱过你，那就够了！：） z

沉默，是一种宁可！

长大以后，再也不会那么轻易的跌倒，
但是怎么心灵却要跌得如此坎坷？

我，

选择了沉默，

是因为不想再对我不在乎的人诉苦！

当你伤得很撤底的时候，

你会很厌恨自己为何曾经那么的琅狈过？

ExtraOrdinarily unexpected..

Tonight, I finally get to rest my hand to less writing. My lil finger was cut out of nowhere and I had no idea when was it happen and how was it caused? I doubt is this a god's will for me to time my hand from doing the hasle work on the paper?

It's been tortured the whole noon that I force the finger to bend so that I can continue on my notes doing, and it makes the injured part break off further, sigh! At the moment like this, I really couldn't to loss the ability to write, why was it happened on my right hand?!

It was all happened in yesterday. A not-so-good-day for me then. I mean I can feel nothing until someone who seen the blood stain and told that my finger was bleeding. As it was stained on the finger for quite some time, so I washes it off the injured part and it get started to feel really hurt and kept on bleeding. They try to pour some medicated oil onto the injured part and it stops the bleed.

The staffs there were so helpful and kind to lend me a needy hand. They praised that I can stand the pain so well! Ah ha, I'm indeed a tough gal! =P I hardly show people the weaken part of myself, it's the environment and growing up that make us strong!

Come to think about it, I don't noticed that I was injured until someone has notified me and I started to feel the pain. It goes the same way as in life, I used to ignore the inner voice of myself, until someday, someone has cheered me enough, and only I realised I was actually being not happy for a long long time. I was long to really laughed out loud the real-self! 

Lots of worries and burdens are way too heavy at the moment, be calm, I have to overcome it this time. Perhaps thank God for sending me home on earth. God is great to do the favor and I believe one day HE will send me home up there to be with him too.

Lastly, the cut on the flesh triggered the pain on eyes and hurt in heart. Yes, I'm holding a broken heart. I see a horrible life of my future. I need to make a change from the stupid mindset. It worths nothing from holding on. This time the mind and the heart are clicks! So it is the time, I have to climb up back. Pick up the broken pieces and fix it back to the origin. Even a dog cries for his/her owner and what's am I waiting for?

p.s. There is indeed a deep cut that awake me from an unwanted future!