For God has great things in store, for those who patiently wait!

I remembered 8 years ago, I’ve make such a prayer.. God listens to me each night but I got no patience for the answer hence I’ve lost my faith and suffered myself in deep trouble for a quite period!

My bad, I shouldn’t have lost faith toward god, I feel guilty and pray less. I’m sorry! Nonetheless, lord never gives up me and HE loves us, everyone of us!

I’m touched now as I see my prayers have come half and it is on its way though! Thank god, you have answered my prayers. I felt so stupid the very last time that I’ve lost faith and worried about things. I nearly forgot that our sovereign lord will always do things according to his will and only HE knows what's the best to send us! So, hold on to the faith!

Thank god for sending me back such a wonderful angel! I really should shout for joy! Lord, I see your plan has slowly come into place. I’m blessed! =)

For you, have a safe journey home! I appreciate the happy moment that we’ve spent and I’ll see you when I see you. Take care and I’ll definitely miss you.. :’)




p.s. Be patient and have faith, you will see your answer from above!

Hidden wings

I’m dead tired and this exam is like hell!

It’s burning me upside down and two days I slept not more than 8 hours! WTF?!

Yes, I’m super dead fish now yet I have a thankful heart though to thank all those who have walked by my side throughout the whole crazy process. Huge THANKS to YOU! Thanks prayers!

Few more days and I will reach the land of freedom! *cool* -sabar sabar- gonna end all the pain and tear!

p.s. Need not me to mention here who and I supposed you know who you are ;)

Way of releasing stress . .

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Are you ready??

The so called "fer lensi LiLy" and the "far lansi SiSy" !!


What the .. ?!! LoL, this is killing people! *rotf*

p.s. no wonder people says, whenever you mix with the happy guy and you will become happier; while you were to be with the crazy people and you will become crazier and we are both the funny person and we are definitely the funnier! :P

Quiet .. but without peace.. so lost!

I don’t like what I feel now..

I wake up for a quiet world, I thought there is nobody and yes, just like what I’ve thought there is indeed nobody out there! How can it be so quiet? I feel so scare to have been left alone in the world such as this.. I feel so much reluctant to stay and yet I am all alone here.. why huh?

I feel so quiet that I don’t feel a secure heart inside.. neither I feel my own breath! Am I still alive? The tears uncontrollably flooded the eyes with no mercy, I feel so pain that word alone could not well described the little soul deep down inside.. it is just way too pain to have bear this kind of uneasy feeling!

Sorry world, I’m being emotional at the current moment. Please let me.

p.s. cut me apart and take my breath away please! Dear lord I need to hear from you, very in need of you now, Jesus!

I'm very ..

STRESSED out !!

Dang Ni Gu Dan Ni Hui Xiang Qi Shui ??

p.s. who's on your mind after this sweet song? ;)

I'm doing the damn thing I do~

Midnight oil burning is a must since months ago, it has become a routine in life without me realizing it! In fact, I don't study hard until recently.. I've devoted all I can to just atleast to do my best! Hopefully god can pardon me on this. ( For god's sake, stop blaming and he knows the reason why! ) Life sucks to not sleep at night but whenever you try to sleep and you'll feel the guilt of sleeping early and hence make you can't sleep the whole night and waste few more hours laying on the damn bed! Eh hem, how many of you can understand this kind of pain and go through this kind of shit? I'm wondering..still..?

Whenever I'm lost in a small thicky book.. I'll started to shake and lost my concentration and panic like.. Cxxx! Yea, that's the useless side of me!

Whenever I face no challenge in the book and then I'll started to fall asleep and yes, this is human! No matter which way you go and you'll face obstacles and never satisfied!

At the end of the day, when I've finished at least one chapter and I'll shout out loud for victory - give myself a little reward or rewards from.. (like.. er.. sorry, i'll keep it for myself but really thanks to those that who never give up on me!) is a way of releasing stress and keep going on until the very last moment!


p.s. I'm just taking a break and it's time to go back to the A,B,C.. until Z z..zzz