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Midnight oil burning is a must since months ago, it has become a routine in life without me realizing it! In fact, I don't study hard until recently.. I've devoted all I can to just atleast to do my best! Hopefully god can pardon me on this. ( For god's sake, stop blaming and he knows the reason why! ) Life sucks to not sleep at night but whenever you try to sleep and you'll feel the guilt of sleeping early and hence make you can't sleep the whole night and waste few more hours laying on the damn bed! Eh hem, how many of you can understand this kind of pain and go through this kind of shit? I'm wondering..still..?
Whenever I'm lost in a small thicky book.. I'll started to shake and lost my concentration and panic like.. Cxxx! Yea, that's the useless side of me!
Whenever I face no challenge in the book and then I'll started to fall asleep and yes, this is human! No matter which way you go and you'll face obstacles and never satisfied!
At the end of the day, when I've finished at least one chapter and I'll shout out loud for victory - give myself a little reward or rewards from.. (like.. er.. sorry, i'll keep it for myself but really thanks to those that who never give up on me!) is a way of releasing stress and keep going on until the very last moment!p.s. I'm just taking a break and it's time to go back to the A,B,C.. until Z z..zzz
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