God gives u the choices and u r the one who make the decision

Maybe im "special" for some one.. but different people have their own "peRfect" thinking..so the description about me is so difference by u, U,and you.. for some one, i might juz a b*t*h for them..for some one, i maybe an almost perfect gal..for someone, i might be an useless gal..for someone, i might be their good friend or bad uglier enemy..for someone,im maybe a smart lil gal but for some one, im a lazy worm.. some people said im craze; some people said im quiet..some love me; some dislike me.. some people hurt me, but some worth my tears..some don't and never~!! Maybe someone love me is because im a cute lil gal and maybe someone left me is just because im a shortie *winks* no choice!! God created me to be like that..HE got his reason..i'll never go and blame anyone..don't worry then!

If u can accept my characteristic..i will be ur friend then; if u like me, just appear urself infront of me..so that i know "fate" is falling down on me :) Same..if u don't like me..please stay away from me..that's ur choice, i would just keep quiet but make sure u will never regret of ur act!! * friendship forever * i really mean it and i would treasure our frienship, if u can't stand for it, please return it to me..i will pass to the next person who comes into my life.. ~.*

Don't worry, if i don't like u..i will never step into ur life..i will keep my 1st step..so that u will feel better,cuz im not ur enemy since i have no intention and don't have willingness to step into ur life!! So, FRIEND or ENEMY is non of ur business!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anyway, i juz being Gerrine Chin, if u disagree v me.. juz quit my profile!! there is no reason for u to stay here if u feel disgusting..just leave,that's ur decision..yet,i won't stop u!! dun worry thn :) But if u r the one who feel comfortable to stay here.. u'r welcome..!

Few step to be friend v someone :
fate--> interested--> communicate--> understand--> accept and forgive--> friendship

Like or don't like, it is just depends on you.. God gives you the choices and you are the one who make the decision~!!

It is just a short description from *ciLi pAdi* So don't waste too much time on it!! It's helpless and useless for ur future career..Yet, it did not help u to earn even 1 cent!!!!!!!!!!

~ 壽星女的心得 ~ >.<"

今天是元宵節。。也是中國情人節。。 嘻！本小姐也是今日的壽星女哦～！！每個人都忙着慶祝元宵。。忙着拋柑。。而我。。只能留在家里──溫習課業！父母的反對，我唯有在家做乖乖女～！！在這不被注目的“節日”里，沒有慶祝，但我會一個人的好好度過。。我相信媽媽與婆婆一定不會忘記這個特別的“節日”嘻！也不忘了愛人與好友的祝福，謝謝你們！

最近的天氣好悶熱。。我也被周圍環境所影響。。覺得悶悶的，好不開心！！被挨罵的同時，我覺得自己更孤單了。。或許此時，流淚是最有效的辦法！“雨過天晴”哭過后，我覺得比較好。。春天過后的心情，你懂得了多少？

我，無言了。。我辜負了父母，沒有考取佳績，被罵的那一刻，我含着那一口氣，眼淚往肚里吞。。我很不服氣！一個笨笨的我＋聰明的他＝？？答案是失望！！我正努力學習着，或許我的腳步慢了幾十拍。。我走得太慢了。。我對自己也感到很失望 :’( ) 朋友，我沒撲約是因為父母的約束，希望你們明白我無法跨出家門的第一步。。。不要因此而失望，不要說我掃幸，我并不想要這樣。。最傷心的人應該是我！！

不開心就算了。。還要扮什么小丑？！搞到自己都哭了。。最終還不是傷心收場，心靈創傷了？被針刺傷的感覺，你懂嗎？痛。。痛入心扉啊。。相信小丑的背后，淚水是必然的。。可憐！我不是小丑，但我卻嘗到扮演他的苦！！

Yoh..kids.. :P

Hie all.. i just come back from kids comp. Sigh,so hot ya..bad weather..i hate sunny day!! Windy dayzZ..where have u been? Im waiting for uU~!!!!!!! It's really super hot in penang recenlty..quite a long time didn't rain dee..sob sob>.<"(i rain 1st) Yea,guess what's happened today??Lol..today is the 1st day i bcm computer teaching teacher..~!! shocking? haha..dun shock..i just be the kids' teacher..~!!

Arr..think back of last night.. i felt scare and panic and not even can sleep!! I am worrying for the whole night though im worried but i feel excited for this golden opportunity!! I love to teach them..those kids are cute and funny and naughty and.. alot.. unable to list all here..LoL~!! My pretty lil girl student was very manja la..but she is smart!! She makes grimace to me..naughty huh?! haha..but it's ok, kids are always kind, i won't angry them but i sayang them.. hm..QQ~!!

Unfortunately one of my student absent today..aihz,i missed a chance to teach him!! Actually i will be going to "try him" 1st ..see whether i m able to teach him or not cause he is a special kid which is much more different from other children.. he's living in his own beautiful world.. he loves to tell u the story he think about..he has good imagination~!! Ha,he is very creative ! mMmmMm..i hope that i could "catch" him and join his sweet dreams..will have more fun thn..lol.. waiting for next saturday~!!*giGGle*

Thanks god!! Everything is going smooth on this morning.. :) No more worry, no more scare, no more panic.. I enjoyed my 1st lesson..~.*

拖鞋，回來啦～！！

嘻！！一大清早就收到他的好消息。。 。。 。。 他的鞋子找到啦～！！嗯，我感覺到他的喜悅。。心愛的拖鞋，在他期盼下終于重回他的懷抱，想信他會很珍惜那雙離家出走一晚的拖鞋吧！！ 與他分享喜悅的當兒，我的眼淚滑落啦！！因為昨晚。。我做了件好事，呵呵～！！

昨晚，聽到他那燥急的聲音時，我也跟着他不安起來了。。可后來覺得并無大礙，反之我覺得他好可愛。。哈！！他不但沒有去找回那雙鞋，然而還要詛咒哪一個壞蛋似的。。實在有趣！小壞蛋，凡是有神陪同，你愁什么？

禱告歸禱告。。人們總是憂慮着“我要的，神什么時候才會給我呢？”沒有人可以命令神去為他實現自己的愿望！“我要的，請馬上給我！”這譏不是「不勞而獲」嗎？你何不要在等待的當兒也做出一點努力呢？只要盡了力就好，在我們能力范圍以外的事，請交給上帝吧！他會在適當的時刻，賜你所要的！

嘻！聽到早上你那即興奮又驚奇的聲調，我知道是上帝巧妙的結作！眼淚就是證明。。我是多么的高興～誰是我的那個唯一，我。。心里有數！！上帝的安排是最好的。。人們因此而感嘆！嘻，神給的，您就接受吧！他賜予的自有他的原因！在神的祝福下，一切都會順心順意。

嗯！其實不是鞋子找到了。。因為你根本不知該從哪兒找～！幸虧有我。。嘻！！雖然我有心無力，但至少我還記得上帝的同在！感謝神的恩惠，我們要有感恩之心！親愛的，是上帝幫你找會那雙拖鞋的哦～！！當我們無能為力的時候，請記得還有上帝。。他是咱們的阿爸父神，他永遠愛我們！！

懂得感恩的人找到快樂；認識上帝的人。。你有福啦～！！

RainbOw's mOoD *.*

讀書的心情喚不會來.. 可是想念的季節已來到..
在這個春天里 ,我 ……到底怎么了?!

我好想念你.. 距離的煎熬.. 想念的痛楚.. 誤會的發生..
敏感的態度.. 妒忌的產生.. 心靈的脆弱.. 我們受傷了~!!

想要討好你 .. 我卻沒有小丑的淺能 ..
無法逗你開心.. 我唯有怨自己

思念的季節.. 微風輕輕吹着.. 我..好想念你!!
想念你的味道 , 溫暖的擁抱 , 為大的肩膀 , 我愛的笑容 , 難忘的眼神 ………

你的甜言蜜語 , 你的溫柔體貼 , 你的存在 ..
是我活下去的理由
有你的陪伴.. 我會活得更有聲有色!

寶貝, 我愿我是你心目中的開心果 .. 有我在的地方, 就有你的笑容~!!
答應我.. 我們會好好的相愛.. 希望我是那位可為你治傷的護士..
珍惜 , 才是我倆的明智之舉 !!

親愛的 , 我愛你!! 如果你聽得到 .. .. 請回我一個薇笑~!!

** R.L.S **

LoL.. S.H.E ?? dreaming ar?? Yup, you are dreaming now..it's obviously not S.H.E but is R.L.S~!! haha..just for fun la..don't take it serious!! They are my best friends and im the one who post between them~!! Found "ling"?? We took the pic on their (rou n sim) birthday celebration~!! LoL..im not Birthday Girl but i stand in the middle!!*kacau* saja this gal!! ^.~

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LoVe..must looking forward~!!

今天是情人節。。我沒有吃午餐。。情人節＝午餐？？有關系嗎？ 其實是沒有關系的。。只是我睡過了頭，連午餐也省起來了。。這樣也好，可以當做是減肥。。也算是給情人的一份禮物吧～！！

我為了情人的傷心而感到難過；情人為了我以前的舊傷口而感到心疼。。對不起，如果過去的事實太殘忍。。我唯有向你說聲抱歉。。人畢競是有情緒的動物，因為一時的混亂，我覺得不清醒！愛與憐憫之間，我感到矛盾！最終我作了個明智的選擇！我分清了什么是愛，什么是憐憫！！在愛情里是容不下憐憫的；憐憫的就不是愛，而是同情！我選擇了我最愛的他，可他卻懷疑我的真心。。他為我之前的矛盾而感不甘心！！我該怎么做才好呢？我心疼的是。。我無法禰補我先前的迷惑，你眼中的錯誤！看着你一直痛苦下去，我。。好難過！若果你無法接受，無法原諒我當時的混亂。。我只好懲罰自己離開你。。。。。。。我會很傷心，我的存在似乎給你帶來了傷痛～！！

如果你認為我是個討厭鬼。。我會悄悄的離開您的世界；如果你認定了我是您心目中的天使。。我將會永遠的守護着你！！

~ A letter for GOD ~

親愛的耶蘇 ，

今晚的心情很矛盾 。。我雖然還不是個基督徒，但是在不久以前，我已開始相信上帝了。就只因為我相信“他”，所以很想成為基督徒。。可是因為某種原因我止步了。。上帝，我應該怎麼做才不會傷害到大局呢？？請您指引我該走的方向好不好？

命中注定，讓我遇見了一位好好先生，他是我心愛的好好男朋友～！從不后悔愛上了這個好男生。。我做對了選擇，我引以為榮！！可是我唯一擔心的是這個好好男朋友其實并沒有與我心連心一起走向上帝。。上帝賜我良緣，但。。為何他不是上帝的兒子？？為何他無法接受上帝呢？這是個難題，我不會解決，也沒有能力去解決。。唯有托上帝的忙，請您給我個答案好嗎？如果上帝認定他就是我的真命天子，請您就讓這把我給推倒的困難給解除掉吧！很希望他是我的唯一，我不想失去一個我這麼深愛的他。。我會很努力的禱告。。禱告。。

問題的存在，我倆傷透了心～！！明明不想讓對方傷心，可是還是不小心的把對方的心給割傷了。。你為了我的悲傷而感心疼；我為了你的心疼而流淚。。明明相愛的兩個人，為了無法控制的困難而感憂慮，我們都很可憐。。在我快要奔潰的當兒，幸虧有耶蘇的同在。。無論遇到什麼困難，我都會禱告。。還記得我與他的相遇是上帝巧妙的安排。。我一直都相信緣份，相信上帝的結作！在我不斷的禱告下，上帝成全了我和他。。我鼓起勇氣接受一個陌生的他。。上帝的祝福，我和他很有默氣。。感恩之心，感謝上帝保佑，我會珍惜這段難得的良緣～！！

上帝，請您為我解除心中的結。。I will pray hard for what I hope for.. If there is your will, please arrange all the things to be smooth.. thank you, Jesus!!