Only if I'm granted with a pair of eyes that can look into the far future, I wouldn't be struggling right here! I'm not a risk taker, however I do hold a heart that curious about the near future. If I don't give way to the 1st step and when can I finish my race?
To be frank, how many of us are the real and firm decision maker? I can never be one! However, in life there are a lot of thing that we need to make decision on, and if there is an one wrong step and it might destroy the desired future! So, how can us be firm? But there is a saying, destiny is in our own hands, decision maker is always us, YES, is us that have to make that crucial decision to make life goes on.
Before any decision making, that's never an easy way to go! You can never escape, it's either you make your decision or you don't deserve your dream future. Lost in the middle of the cross road, and it will never brings you anywhere. Eventually things are easy to say but it is never easy to work out. Though it's difficult but still this is life and we need to do what we ought to be done!
Dear lord, please granted me a wise mind and a calm soul, so that I can walk into the path that you're mean for me.
*cross finger* this time I have to pray hard, as I've got a pair of beautiful eyes that don't see things that God can see. God, please be mercy, and guide me. Amen.