Lil transformation !

It’s so true to learn from others’ experience than to pay a big price for a lesson!

If you have ever notice, there are actually a lot of useful sources surrounding us, what we get to do is just to seek for it and follow.

For a person who likes to figure out for every single reason for why things happened, I used to do thing my own way and I can barely listen. It is the own went through experience that satisfied a curious soul inside. However, this couldn’t be much wise and cost to pay sometimes unexpectedly high. Hence I’ve transform my mind to be less-rigid!

Still remembering the moment when I was so close to the depression corner, suddenly a voice wakes me up!

“ U change yourself before you want the worse situation to change to be a better one.”

The above inspiration quote really enlightens me! Amen.

For the ever time I’m trying to adopt the approach and it succeed a bit the later on, that’s what count and I am now got more courage to grow in a right spiritual way of living. Thanks god!

When I’ve change my very rigid perspective on how I see thing, I see many wonderful things in life! you know it worthwhile when you are not being taken for granted! Thanks for letting me know I can always count on you and for sure you can count on me too.

Though miles break us apart, but the affection never decreases! Whenever I miss you and I look like this, looking up high and far through the window and praying that you’re appearing on the eyesight soon! I'm wishing silently inside me, that day will come .. =)

p.s. Love is missing someone whenever you're apart, but somehow feeling warm inside because you're close in heart! - Kay Knudsen

Blissful Tears ~

I was away for the weekend to go back to the island and gathered with those people that I love. Times spent were very precious to me as I was only allowed to be there in such a short period. I do treasure every moment spent with them and what’s count the most is the quality of time.

However it is always time to leave and no matter how much reluctance inside, separation is unavoided in life. That’s the cruelty part of the reality, face it! Due to the overwhelming jam on the highway, my arrival back to the city was unexpectedly delayed and reached on the mid night. Skipped my dinner and starved on the bus. (p.s. thanks to Meow's sweet reminder for taking something light before I get on to the bed, that’s so sweet!)

I got down from the coach and standing in the waiting path for pick up all alone. However, I couldn’t be physically alone there because I was accompanied by strangers on the street!

Imagine it is already 1a.m in the mid night and my good friend J who insisted to wait me for the whole night coming to pick me up! This really triggered my tears and they rolls down uncontrollably from my eyes. Additionally my poor dad has to wait for me to reach home safely before he can get on the bed. I have tried to call him and asked him to sleep first while I’m waiting for my good friend and he assured me that he don’t sleep that “early” (while the next day he has to work). Once again, my dad insisted to wait until I have reached home safely then only he goes to bed. I’m so touching indeed! Thanks DAD! It blurred my eyesight immediately. Though I’m afraid and all the time lonely but I’m loved!

These two people really made me cried yesterday night before I get to go to my dreamland. Finally, it makes me to realize that what’s love truly called. Love doesn’t only come from a boy/girl’s relationship. Family is our core and they are the people that never abandon us. However I’m lucky enough to have found a very best friend J in life, she just did everything for me like a family members do! She is like being one of my family members while I’m far away from home. She is taking good care of me, lending me good hands all this while without any complain! What else more can I ask other than being thankful?

I really thank God for sending extra family member for me in this lifetime! I treasure our friendship a lot and thank you so much Jas! =) Thanks to my dear papa and mama and everyone who loves me out there!

p.s. I cried out of touching moment and you guys are really great people! I HEART u all with all I can, really! ;)