~ 人生 ~

好累..好累..
临床要入睡的时候, 却失眠了 ..
从梦中苏醒的时候, 却好爱睏 ..

早上起床 .. 晚上睡觉 .. 刷牙洗脸 .. 吃饭消化 .. 生老病死 ..
读书读书 .. 考式考式 .. 分数分数 .. 文凭文凭 .. 前途钱途 ..
异性相吸 .. 堕入爱河 .. 吵架分手 .. 离离合合 .. 百年好合 ..

工作工作 .. 赚钱赚钱 .. 养家养家 .. 幸幸苦苦 .. 为了什么??
望子成龙 .. 望女成凤 .. 盼望子女 .. 创好业绩 .. 出人头地 ..
期望越高 .. 失望越大 .. 心灵创伤 .. 儿女压力 .. 这又何苦??

今天地震 .. 明天海啸 .. 生命短暂 .. 何必计较 ..
相互珍惜 .. 才最重要 .. 心满意足 .. 已经足够 ..
生活 .. 即从复又从复 .. 看似无味 .. 但, 每个人只有品尝它的一次机会!!
咱们只不过是走着老前辈所经过的路 .. 生老病死, 只经历一次 ..

愿神保佑 .. 一家大小 .. 永远安康 .. 幸福快乐 .. 和和气气 .. 合家平安, 快乐!!

人生仅不过如此, 让咱们细细品尝生活趣味, 活出一个春天 .. 明天会更好!!


注意 : 请勿复写, 版权有主, 犯规者, 请自负 @ copy right.
Beware!! Who has been convicted is being punished according to the Copy Right Act.

~ LoVe ConFuSioN ~ !!

Why love?? Since love brings so much sadness than happiness for life.. why all of us still want to love?? Cause of ..we are human?? cause we have feeling?? cause we have emotion?? Why we always cry for our love one?? Why we always worry for our love one? Is it we care?? Is it we love?? So that we have so much things to worry for??

We live for others or we live for ourselves?? There are tons of question about LOVE ..confuse!! What should we do before we make a decision? Follow our heart or follow our mind?? There always happened to be in a tough situation cause our heart not always match with our mind.. :'(

Heart?? mind?? heart?? mind?? Heart or mind?? confuse until we got to hurt some one else.. Especially for our love one.. we don't wish to hurt them, we are not intended to hurt them and of cause we are unwilling to hurt them..but why end up with they get hurt because of us??

I thought i could be a good girl friend but i seem like not success to be.. may be im too sensitive.. may be im too talkative.. may be i m too bad for him.. i still got a lots to learn..i need to do self improvement. So that i can be the perfect gal for that some one in some day *.~

Don't copy my aRtiCleS pLeAsE~!!!!!!!!!!!

Hey!! Recently i just realize that my good article which is my own diary here get "robbed" by some one!! That bastard attached my meaningful chinese blogs into his email and then send to others!! SuX !!

How come this kind of shit stuff happened to me?? Though i know that those of my chinese articles are best enough for you guys to keep it but please.. DON"T copy my articles!! Else you can just click on my blog link and then save it into 'favorites' !! COPY CAT, let me remind you that if you want to share my good articles with your friends.. just recommend them about my blog.. there is no point for you to copy my articles and send thru email to your friends.. guys you are so stupid!! Guys..you are so selfish until you gotto harm my good articles, my words from my truly heart!!!!!!!

Your fucking ass hole!! You stole my "heart words" away!! Beware, God will punish you in some day!!You or your company might be sued or bankrupt in some day!! You are your mama cheeky son.. and you are your papa useless daughter!! You are society bUm as well!! You are so poor until you wanna rely on my good articles to survive!! Shit!! You fucking damn devil.. You better go to HELL!!

耳好痛, 人好累, 眼好悃, 心好疼!!

啊 .. 好累!! 才做几小时散工的我真的很不争气 . . 最近变得好弱, 所以才会 “ 酱” 累人!! 家人都是每天工作的, 而我却在他们休息的周日上班..!! 好累, 好悃 .. 神啊!! 救救我吧!! 求您赐我力量, 我需要十足的精神来读书啊!! :”()

刚才有个傻瓜, 坐在镜子面前掉眼泪!! 哈 .. 原来皮外伤的痛, 也可以使人掉热泪!! 一直都有 “男子汉, 大丈夫” 性格的我 .. “自己跌倒, 自己爬” , “流血, 不流泪” !! 今天虽然没有跌倒, 但我却哭了.. 耳朵欺负人!! 原本柔嫩的耳朵, 如今都已变成红肿的硬块!! 好心酸 .. .. 我心爱的耳环们, 再见了!!

我太爱护自己了 .. 不容许自己受伤害! 在这我指的是皮外伤!! 因为我知道心灵上的痛..是无法避免的!! 谁都有可能会中伤我们, 但可悲的是 .. 往往我们却被最深爱的人伤得至深.. 甚至伤得死去活来, 难到这就叫做又爱又恨?! 为什么会酱子?? 只因为我们 “在乎”!! 不是吗??

也许人类就是酱子的.. 在拥有时, 不懂得珍惜!! 失去时才感遗憾 .. 这又何苦呢? 神啊! 但愿您保佑我的爱情!! 我不希望自己选择的那个人会为自己带来了伤痛, 而成为生命中的畔脚石!!

瘦瘦的小手.. 在我心灵最脆弱时, 显得更为..皮包骨了! 也许在我最无助的时候, 小手就会无意间的断了~!!

闷闷的心情 ~_~

噢噢.. 我迟了一步.. 迟了一步去冲凉 .. 结果饭桌满了 .. 没有容下我的地方, 我唯有等待… … 等到他们吃饱的时候就到我了!! 有时候在想, 其实如果他们是一家人也好, 至少那女的可以这么爱他的儿子, 而我就不能了!! 我就像他们从小把我给养大的小媳妇 .. 幸亏现代的父母大至上都不逼婚, 我还可以因此而感到欣慰!! 宁可不嫁, 也不要自讨苦头做别人家的苦命媳妇 .. 我受够了!!!!!!!!

唉!! 我是多么的多余!!啊!! 如果我不是他们的女儿.. 或许他们会活得开心些…… 对不起, 上天要我来到您们的家庭, 如果您们不喜欢.. 我唯有向您们道歉!! 您们的养育之恩, 我会报答的, 您们要快乐的活着 .. .. .. 祝福您们!!

玲啊.. .. 妈叫我了.. 到我吃饭的时间啦!! 下次再谈吧 .. .. 9:08 pm 草~!!

VeRy gOod *&*

LoL.. gOOd.. those BUM get punished dee..!! I'm not happy on people's sad stuff but i m happy that they get a lesson!!At least, they are saved!! Hope those BUM are no more a BUM after that incident!! Thanks God!! Nobody can stop them.. but God!! :) Hope they really learn their lesson and become a good B*a*k sTonE !! shuuuuuuuu .. peace .. my dear dear can have a sweet dream to night!! Really God blessed !! Thank you Jesus, you answered my prayer!! * winks *

Ops.. wanna have a quick pee adee.. kaka~!! Good night guys !! God bless U !!

I'm not asking you to take them out of the world, but to keep them safe from satan's power. They are not part of this world any more than I am. ( John 17 : 15-16 TLB )

wHy yoU waNnA put yOuR aNgEr oN mE ?? #.#

Well, i know that recently you are surrounded with all those bad stuff .. so that u are moody and mad with those guys!! I understand your feeling though those bad stuff are not related with me.. i already try my best to console you.. but you still the same old you.. it doesn't work!! May be because of u mad at that time.. you experienced before right?? especially when the time you console me.. but you will complained that you don't know what to do and you feel so annoying and felt so hard and tough to stay in such situation.. will i did that to you??

I know you are suffering in such circumstances.. console doesn't help much! So i try to turn to the other way..hoping that it may works.. gosh, who know.. you angry with those "rational" words!! May be i am too rational for you. At the moment you are not able to accept those but i kept pushing it into your mind..Im sorry i thought that's the better way to console a guy but end up with... ... >.<" you should know!! You felt so frustrated because of your expectable "sentences" didn't come out from my mouth!! In turn i gave you the wrong and disgusting response!! You feel disappointed with it right??

"piang" !!!!!! My heart shattered into a thousand pieces when i heard that you will never willing to share your sadness with me again.. that's mean we are not going to share everything except some happy stuff though we are 2 soul in 1 heart( 2 in 1). At that moment my small little world..*freeze* and *speechless* :x It's so hurt!! Why you wanna put all your anger on me?? because of you get annoyed by those brainless, selfish, useless, F*** , playful, mischief maker!!!!!!! @#%$&*%@*&#

Those lousy BUM please GO AWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!! *society worm* i hate you all..youR sux!! Your are those bum who polluted and destroyed my peaceful world!! "Dark skin" filthy swine cause me to quarrel with my dear dear..my dear feel very fed up and depressed cause of your boar's characteristic!! Those hoggish BLACK STONE, your better be careful!! God will punish your in some other day!!

Luckily we still end up with peace but the pain is there.. no one is perfect..me either :(

天下的父母都是伟大的吗??

天下的父母都是伟大的吗?? 这个问体题在我脑海里翻来复去..我觉得父母应该很伟大吧!! 可是有时候事实总是会让我们醒过来..人们还是得从童话故事中跑出来~!! 回到现实的世界里, 我才发现原来童话只是让我们暂时忘掉现实而已. . . . . .

现时中的父母真的有那般伟大吗?? 无可否认有些父母的确很伟大.. 他们可以为了孩子的幸福而牺牲自己的一切..他们辛辛苦苦的只为了孩子的 “快乐小天堂” , 谢谢您们, 父母!! 但有些父母却不是这个样子的..他们不爱自己的孩子,甚至有些父母没良心的弃婴!!!!!!! 真是 “一种米养百种人”!! 天底下什么人都有..我唯一能做的就是祈祷, 但愿我是个幸运儿!!

其实, 我总算是个不幸中的幸运儿了..我有个完美的家庭, 幸福的家园!! 为何我还那么忧虑呢?? 表面上的幸福不算什么, 家家有本难念的经, 当事人最明了!!吃得饱, 穿得暖.. 这还不够吗? 现在的社会, 这些仅不过是基本条件; 在这竞争力很强的社会里要求的不只是这一些, 他们要的不仅是人功, 而是“高人一等” 的文凭!! 没有了这一张 “纸”, 就很难在社会里谋生!! 各个大学的林立发展, 这就足以证明它的重要性!! “高人一等” 的文凭在现今的社会尔为平凡, 没有了它, 就好像失去了生活支助! 但..很不幸的是这些高等教育都非常昂贵!! 许多贫穷子弟都无法成为 “龙” 与 “凤”!! 虽说有奖学金, 资助金之类的东东, 但它们往往不足以提供生活费..还有贫穷人家那么多..可以帮到的又有几位呢?? 这公平吗? 富有人家可以继续往钱财路走, 那贫民呢??

有些父母会逼驶孩子读书..读书..读死书!! 虽然出发点是好的, 但方法不对, 还是反效果收场!! 可悲吧?! 而有些父母呢? 他们觉得没有必要去接受什么高等教育的, 那是浪费金钱的作为!! 看! 有这么多大学生失业, 您又何苦浪费这比辛辛苦苦赚回来的钱呢? 因此他们宁愿把钱留在身边, 也不愿投资予孩子身上!! 甚至叫孩子放弃学业, 谋生社会, 受害人会是谁?? 我不明白!!!!!! 有些父母报复心很重, 他们以前也无法受高等教育, 而为什么现代的孩子就要比他们还来得幸福呢? 仰或父母害怕所付出的没有回报?? 还是他们担心 “子欲养而亲不在”? 这又可以怪谁呢? 说父母不够伟大? 还是儿女们的贪心? 一而再, 再而三的要求父母让他们往后会过得更好??

或许他们认为女儿更本就没有这个必要来受高等教育, 以后还不是要嫁人? 这是古老思想!! 对所有女性都很不公平!!!!! 嫁不出去的怎么办? 嫁不进豪门的又那来的幸福?? 听过吗.. “靠山, 山会到; 靠海, 海会枯; 靠人, 人会跑; 靠自己最好”!! 对! 还是靠自己来得安稳!! 很可惜不是每个父母都明白这些道理, 明白的也未必会去做!! 自己的幸福重要? 还是儿女们的幸福来得重要? 结果他们看重的是…… 我的读书兴趣再次被他们冷讽!! 好辛苦才爬了上来, 结果又被推倒了..我会不辛苦吗? 我会不难受吗?? 或许生活就是错综和复杂的..虽然前面的路有风风雨雨的阻档, 但我还是得继续前进.. 直到我乘下最后一口气的时候, 我才肯罢休..也知道是时候停步了……

你 的 出 现 就 是 个 让 人 感 动 的“ 惊 喜”！！

嗨～！！万众期待的小女又重出江湖了。。欢呼声响起，小女果然不负众望吧？！“欢迎观临”。。欢迎来到本小姐的小天地！！

嘻。。欢迎词讲完，那就要开门见山了。。请大家不要急，好戏在后头啊！哈！！好啦好啦。。都说不要急了嘛！！还吹我？哼！！！！！要发小姐脾气了。。不说了啦！！怕了吗？嘻！小姐并不小气。。故事还是会继续的，放心吧各位“乡亲夫佬”！！

那一天的那一个晚上，有人默默的在我背后制造了一个浪漫惊喜！！一向“敏感”的我知道那天晚上有项“任务”等着我去揭发了。。嘻！本小姐果然功力不浅。。果真大功告成了！！可怜那位“伟大人物”，他的努力被我这个“小精灵”给吹到『九上云霄』啦。。呵呵！！ 宝 贝， 虽 然 这 次 的“ 惊 喜” 并 不 是 很 “吓” 人， 但 你 的 出 现 就 是 个 值 得 高 兴 的“ 惊 喜”！！他的努力是我 所看不到的，但。。是我的心所感受得到的！他的真诚 打动了我的心。。他的认真让我感觉好幸福！！

难得的浪漫。。难得的惊喜。。难得的爱人。。难忘的20岁生日！！此时的美好时光将会是我最美好的回憶！ 亲 爱 的 谢 谢 你。。 你 的 付 出 我 明 了！！ 一 个 温 暖 的 拥 抱， 一 个 温 馨 的 微 笑， 两 颗 真 诚 的 心， 一 对 相 恋 的 恋 人 心 连 心。。 让 我 俩 的 爱 光 辉 四 方！！

“ 善 意 的 惊 喜”。。 总 是 让 人 期 待！！