R.I.P - MJ

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R.I.P. Michael Jackson (Tribute) - You Are Not Alone

The plan & gift from heaven!

Before I start off this, don’t say me a very pious person but indeed I felt god and I see his plan has come into place slowly and by patience, I feel the strength and the faith keep me believing on what I am doing now is actually flowed from his very unique plan!

There’s are tons of things on my head spinning around, interrupting the peace of my mind yet we are all human so no complain. We do have a lot of shits to face and things to be resolved! The most significant one – the result as usual! The world looks at your “cert”, don’t you think so? The most struggling period is when you knew you just can’t do anything but to wait there patiently for the outcome! Other than waiting patiently, the worriness came along! Are they both best friend or enemy? *patience vs worriness* But this is human instinct to worry about shit! NO?

In short I just hate being in uncertainty! No matter in what aspect of life, I need to be secured! That’s the reason why we are struggling hard to work things out, and sometimes failed and then success!

Today, HE, the lord showed me the way not to worry about thing when I almost lose faith again! Remembered few days ago there was this big rainy day, the super big rain drops and strong wind, I slipped off under the rain and yes, I hurt my toes and nails and cause my leg sore! So sore that I didn’t cry but I was angry with myself! It upsets me with the heavy rain yet I were to be carelessly slipped off? Wth?! I went mad and frustrated yet I managed to run home and showered myself with warm water and cool off! I still remembered I screwed the dinner and went on to bed at 730pm! I don’t feel like facing the world and sleeping is the only way for me to temporarily get rid of the frustrated life!

Honestly, my wound is not serious, I m not lame! I never worried that I cannot walk as I face the worse before and I’m alive still. Say what u want to say, yes I’m stubborn and tough! I can be very independent if I wanted to, so don’t judge me from the first appearance. You’ll never know what I’ll be doing next! Hehe.. sound horrible me! But then, lord loves us enough to not see us suffering so much. HE knews that I can walk but still HE is sending some guardian angels around to give protections. I’ve been offered a free ride home by Mr. Tan who is my boss’ buddy, also my respectable LA!

Yes, I’m being blessed all this while and I m absolutely being thankful and appreciate all the nice people around me that showered me with cares and loves! Lesson learned, not to worry so much as HE always has plans for us.

Above all, I thank HIM for giving me such a great guy that makes me so in peace in love with. A matured thinking minded him, don’t need me to worry much and he understands things well without too much of expressions! I’m glad and I don’t need to be a love slave! Cool huh? Lol.. Yea, aww.. I miss him already! >.<”

p/s: After all God has his own plan for us, why worry?

Mr. R, Mr. Right ?

YES, he’s the one I met, the one that I bumped into and he’s the one I looked up for!

We hooked up and love just happened in such a natural way though!

He sees all the pain and tears on me, he seen me when I'm at my worst yet he never gave up on me!

He never failed to provide me enough care and love when I needed them the most, to keep me surviving on!

He understands things to not creating trouble and misunderstanding between us..

He thinks maturely yet can plays with me mischievously,crazily and like a kid! He is fun!

He sings to me.. dance with me and act cute in front of me just to put a smile on my cheeky face!

His patience for life kept me inspiring..

He loves me enough to fill my life with joys and laughter..

He guided me out from the miserable past and showed me what love is all about!

He healed my broken soul and walked by my side!

He inserted hopes and dreams and let me see the world is beautiful still!

He once told me life is too short to be wasted! So, why waste time playing with the fool?

I thank god that he is always there and his patience on me, I’m touched to the fully!

After all, he is the one that I can ever asked for!

If it is a true love, it cures almost everything!

Believe me or not? He makes it on me!

Thanks love!

p.s. sacrifice to the one who appreciates you and it worth giving out your heart!

I crossed fingers and prayed hard! Never break a fragile heart as it takes a very long time to mend the broken piece!

劉若英-當愛在靠近

We may not always agree yet you always understand..
We may not often do things together but you're always in my thought!
We may have our ups and downs but you always make things right..
We may not be perfect but we are perfect for each other!

p.s love is in the air? =)

Landed on the land of freedom !!

The battle is all over!

But,

Look at the mess!

I studied at the living hall..

At my aunty’s desk..

At my kiddie-table..

On the bed of the guest- room..

In the library..

Most of all, I studied with the BRANDS! But howcome I don’t seemed to be a little intelligent? Who to blame then?

As you can see I study everywhere in the house, read through full lots of books and materials but at the end of the day I get a chicken egg or chicken’s shit? Howcome? Whatelse can I expect? I dare not to dream more!

However, it’s not easy, it’s tough and I need not to comment more as most of the people won’t get this right. So keep my breath and go to bed early tonight! *I’m done with it and I’m just way too tired*

p.s. However not forgetting to mention a someone that who can always cheer me up. Whenever I see you, I smile and whenever I talk to you, I laugh! YOU are one of the people that could easily make me laugh, why huh? *eyes rolling*

sHo0 aWaY the DesIr3 . .

TodaY,

I realized that I've lost something without me realizing..

Anyway,

I'm thinking..

I would rather not to have something that doesn't belong to me than to have that something and feel the guilt!

p.s. I let go, I prayed, I forgive and I released ..