Under Pressure

I hate this period the most during the year! ( I guess I am not alone though) For those who really understand this and I truly thanks for your support! No critics, no comment, no pushing, but only words of comfort will do. =)

I had a bad dream again yesterday night! Yes, AGAIN!! I was under pressure due to the exams force and I found myself couldn’t sleep well! (1stly I cannot sleep. 2ndly I’ve been bothered by those bad dreams once I fell asleep!) I seriously hate this man! There’s shit on my head and then I am working hard to try to get rid of it but why are these things keep bothering me? Frankly speaking, if it is not tough and no worries, it wouldn’t be an external course!

Come back to my bad dreams, in most of them, I found myself kept running to get rid of something horrible (esp if it is not a human, it must be a spirit kind of stuff), struggling to find an entry, chasing after time, rushing for exams etc. However, my dream last night, was a weird and horrible one but I am glad that I’ve met my family there too at the end of the dream! They were there for me when I am in the danger. I think I miss them! Yes, I started to miss them already!

This will be my 1st time to face the shit alone. Without them by my side, I wish I could be tough enough to fight alone! As my dad always says I am the super-hero-Ling! He means that I am a very independent and tough daughter for him. He hardly feel worry for me but this is good! I don’t want my parents to worry about me it’s true! I wondered whether have they ever feel proud of me? *grins* but then I hope that I won’t disappoint them this time.

My dear lord, please give me courage to go on, guide me and grant me wisdom to handle all stuffs. Please sweep away all ‘curse’ that came into my life and even my dreams. I need a peace mind to work things out.

Lastly, I wish all my friends who are sitting for the exams this month or the coming CLP with best of luck! All the best, guys! I understand your pain but let us go through all these together! ;)