Another sleepless night! It’s already 3 night altogether that I couldn’t sleep well! I hope it could be a better night for me on tomorrow! Else, I don’t know how long more could I still be holding on as a human? or as a human without any feeling? I’m tired! I M FREAKING TIRED!! It’s already 4 o’clock in the morning and what’s the hell am I still waking up?
What fucking things keep bothering me right now? Shit happens! shit shit shit.. pool of shits!Damn it! I need to release! I miss my beach now! I miss the sound of waves and the sea wind! I need to shout out loud! What fucking world is this? Why am I here? I m seriously not belonging to here! I am not a human but an alien instead! Why am I so fucking stupid? Damn it! I am just a silly girl after all!
My little fragile broken heart tried to breathe so hard with thousands of broken pieces inside.. but why am I still alive? That’s why I rather called myself an alien instead! There is too much complicated feeling inside and this is the only place for me to blast out for since I temporarily couldn’t reach a beach! I’m trying to be good but please don’t ever try to take me as granted! Argh………………………………….. :’(
I need to fix it all alone! “Poor thing, don’t cry…” God answered me. God had seen everything that happened! It is just the matter of time and it is all just depends on particular individuals! “The level of appreciation is far more to reach but keep going on girl! Your kindness, god will pay u some day in the future…” oh dear Lord, thanks for answering me!
p/s : For God has great things in store, for those who patiently wait!
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