Thing that recalled the pain!

I hate to say this but it recalls!

There was this moment, I picked up the small piece of thing and it brought back the bitter-sweet memories. It’s BITTER more than sweet, hence it’s really bitter or I should say it’s not sweet at all! I even felt so disgusting when recalled! Immediately after that I tore off the pieces and throw away! I just hate them to be in my life even though it is just a small piece of shit but it does have a big impact on me! It brings me back to my bitter past! *damn*

It was definitely one part of my life that I’m very much unwilling to recall. But only if I have the choices on hand! Yes, I hate to remind myself that I hate you so much!

…Since the day I let go, I forgive as well. However, once it hurts, it left a forever wound there! Thus, how could I forget such a pain in depth? It’s just so horrible and I can’t imagine how can I be treated in such a way? I was all been shattered apart! I’ve thrown away my pride! I’ve became a “YES” gal! I’ve became so not me and you’ve change my world upside down! At the end of the day, I got all the blame from you!...

Now that I’ve turn back and see myself a foolish last time. How can I be such a moron in the past? Indeed, I’ve made myself so blind that I couldn’t withdraw and drown! That’s how sad life could be. You’ve messed up my life, screwed me up and dragged me into hell! Frankly speaking, if it is not of all the peoples that love me stand by me and I wouldn’t be here, today! It’s true and you can imagine you’re such an evil ever in my life! I was lucky enough to get rid of you and manage to get up bit by bit and I’m proudly to say that I’m all fine now!

It’s a real night mare in my life and I thank god that it has already became a past! Lesson gained! There is a saying like this, it says that if god were to take away something in your life; HE will be granted you something back in return! That’s true, and that’s why we all live up with hopes in heart, isn’t it?

To all the peoples that love me, I’m blessed with your love and kindness! I’m very thankful and u guys will be remembered forever! To the one that hurts me, you don’t deserve any of my valuable time and I don’t hate you anymore. Wish u luck!

…and to the one I’m sorry with, thousand of apologizes!

p.s. God will mend your broken heart if you give him all your pieces!

God has something better for your life than what you left behind!