I used to play with this young little guy since the day he was born.
I was not quite remembered him for the first few years when he was born as I was very young too at that time =) He is only one year younger than me. Hence I cannot take good care of him. Instead of that I fought with him for toys but most of the time we played together!
Yes, he used to be my playmate all the times! We shared secret, we betrayed each other in front of parents, we went to the same school and we cycled together to school every early morning! However, we don’t study together for most of the time, I studied for him =P He is not a book worm while he hates books and words. I failed to teach him what I’ve learned and ended up, now we are in our different path of life. Yet, he is still my beloved brother!
I saw a guy just now when I was on my way home. He just stood beside me in the LRT, he walks like my brother, his side angle looks like my brother, his style looks like my brother, his hair cut and dye looks like my brother, his working suit looks like my brother, and even his working shoes look and sound exactly like my brother ones! Most similarly, he was holding a soft drink bottle (1.5 litre) which contains of drinking water like my brother dos!
Awwwwww……..I know I miss my little brother already. I wish so much that he could be here. I wish somebody close to be with me right here at the lonely town! As I hate the one who is staying together yet a SELL-FISH B****! I miss to have my family here so much! But can I?
Sigh, come back to the real world and it could be cruel. For those who can study, they are heading to the professional field; while for those who hate theories, they are going to technical field or some skillful works. That is why we are separated now. Yet to tell myself that I am not a professional man now but we both have the different dreams though we were raised up same. Because of a tough character of myself, due to the stupid education, career, hopes and dreams, I’m here ALL ALONE!
I miss the brother who can always listen to me when I needed an ear to complain. I miss the brother who can lends me his shoulder to cry on while I was crying. I miss the brother who offers hugs and tissues when I was almost collapsed. I miss the brother who can shares everything with me. I miss the brother who accepts all my friends and being friendly with them. I miss the brother who can’t speaks good English but force himself to speak it with my friend who can’t speak mandarin! I miss the brother who knew himself that he don’t likes books and found himself a job that he thinks fit for him. I miss the brother who is willing to create surprises just to make me smile! (I remember the purple tomato that you’ve won back still!) I miss the brother who is willing to treat our parent movies and great meals occasionally with his minima salary. I miss the brother that can helps me to take good care of my parents right now while I am away from home… sigh, I miss you ah tat! I really really miss you very very much!
Thank you my sweet little brother! I believe your hard work and effort would be pays off one day in the future soon. I love this little brother and I sincerely wish him all the best. I thank god for such a good brother in my family and life. I’m proud to have him as my little brother. Those laughter, sharing, pains&tears, fights, surprises, tricks and adventures that make our bond grows stronger today and they made a sweet memory in life! I appreciate our sister-brother-hood so so much, really!
p.s.
Sorry for not talking much with your girlfriend. Sorry for being so jealousy all these time. Give me time to accept someone who shares my brother’s love away =P I’m a jealous ass as u always knew?
Eh, I thought I saw someone who looks like your girlfriend too just now! What a coincidence that can be happened in a day that I saw you “both”?! Lol..
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