But hey, who say you only have to suffer from "blue" on Monday alone? yea, lame excuse, whatever, I'm nowhere close to cloud nine! But I'm still ALL - RIGHT!
At times like this, I miss my family from far! (this is because my parents doesn't have a 3G phone which I don't get to see them whenever I miss them), how sad? Additionally ofcuz I miss my cheeky dog to the max and I miss little goodboy - Mocha too! How could I miss so many people from the island? Yes, I know I'm kinda tired to carry alone, and I'm afraid to see them lesser and lesser as time passes by.
Since I miss Missoe & Mocha so much and I went for a pet shop nearby to see those puppies and have a near contact with them.(Just to ease my missing toward them) They are all so lovely but still Missoe & Mocha, both are the cutest ever! I wish so much I could own a little one as for my companion.. Yes I wish! But then reality don't allowed me to do so, so keep on dreaming then! I was hugging a pom pom just now in that shop. This pet shop's staff are all very friendly, they allowed me to hug and feed da pom pom (ofcuz with the food provided by da shop)! Omg so cute so cute creature on earth! I was there until they were about to close shop, then only I went home. How blue can I be today? I walked home with a very heavy heart. Every steps took me a long hour to complete. *sigh*
However,
Thanks to those people who talked to me. You guys did care a lot which I truly appreciate deep down inside. That's what a friend count for, when you are at your down side, then here they are! While I am in the middle of nowhere, you guys gave me the full support. I guess I already have the answer in heart, I should be brave, perhaps for my own good, I should be a bravo once. Beside appreciate a true story shared by a fren yesterday. His story do really encouraging me a lot. He was suffering at his very young age, he was near to the border of heaven and yet he is a very healthy person today. I'm touched! :) I guess I would be like him, if compare to him, my case is a peanut, so why would a peanut kill me in anyway, right?
Yes, God's blessing is upon me and darling is also all the time by my side, I will recover fast the soonest possible. Pray for everything into pieces. No evil and no damage.
p.s. too see those cute puppies reduce my stress-level; to talk to you guys ease my millions of worri-ness!
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