I am not feeling well for few days yet grandma the same too. Auntie is physically there yet she needs my help on carrying grandma, feeding medicine, bathing and staff.. it’s quite a tough task to do but we got no choice! To do it or never, hence two days of my MC were sacrifice on taking care of grandma. Due to her sudden lung infection, we can have rest no more.
But thank god still I manage to do so much even when me myself still sick! It’s kind of tired but I hope we can cope with it. As for my the other love one, I couldn’t have much time for him yet he is leaving soon! I’m sad! I’m very sad, sad to the extent that I can speak no more! Why would auntie doing thing without think twice and making everyone suffering here?
Other than sad, I feel bad! How to tell? Either way of scarification and I can gain no good!
This is how sad life treating us, the road not taken!
In additionally, I thought I could have a good night sleep at 3.35am yesterday. Who knows, I’ve got a nightmare during whole-hell-sleeping-night! I’ve dreamed about my only love is leaving me after a Tsunami attacks. He is holding someone else’s hand and coming to me, thinking of to telling me something before he left yet I couldn’t face the truth and I ran away! I shed tears all over again and again but he is leaving…
What is all these bad dreams about? Sigh, please don’t let it happens, please.. please.. I can’t take it anymore.
*burst*
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