Today is the 2nd day on the last month of the year! Huh? It’s almost come to an end of the year of 2008! What have I been doing? I’ve been ‘slept’ for so long? Thanks god that now I’ve ‘wake up’ and it’s never too late to have wake up now isn’t it?(it’s better than I not wake up at all) I’m feeling better right now! Heart beats back to normal and the pressure from inside started to stable down. Thanks lord for his good blessing that I has finally get well a bit. To have keeps myself cheer a bit it would have helps a lot in the healing up process. Well, don’t worry, I’m awake now and I’m alive still! =D
Just when I thought I would sleep forever just like that, the so called ‘wakeup’ call came! I thought I would be the forever sleeping beauty there for the rest of my life but sadly I m not the beauty in reality, ahem, so I’ll have to wake up? *giggle*
My dear all miss me that they can’t wait to see me to have ‘wake up’ soon and the sleeping beast so damn lousy that she makes everyone of them disappointed. She don’t gives a damn and make peoples out there worried! *sorry guys* that’s this call that she has finally woke up from! Who’s the one who summon for the call? Ah hey, does it matter? However, this dude save her life and breaks the horrible dreams in her sleep!
I’ve never been peoples (I mean esp for those who I care and love the most) No.1 even for my parents, since young I was always the no.2! Ironically, for those who I don’t really care, they put me 1st! Yea, I’m sorry I have to admit that I was blindly in love before and I’ve neglect the peoples around me who do really care! I’m sorry that I’ve forgotten that it is you guys that bring music in and dance together with me whenever I need ones! When troubles come, good friends come along! I was so neglected before and I promise I won’t anymore now on. Peoples, I’m so sorry!
Dude, thanks for the wakeup call and I’ve digest all your useful + helpful words and I started to do it for my own sake! Yes, today onwards, start to love myself! If I don’t love myself and I am not qualified to love anyone else! Last but not least, thanks for letting me know that I am not so no.2! =) you’re the best and you never fail me! *thankful* (still remember we used to tell each other ‘have you ever know that you’re the best?’)
Yea, I admit I will have to take time to make myself ‘clear’ after a long sleep. If I ever ‘fall asleep’ again, please do tight slap me! (which I know you will) hehe.. I’ll remember the lesson of my life, work hard and never give up and we will soon meet and cheer at the top right? *close eyes and cross fingers* count for the days and way to success!
Hey, after all, I’m back! *grins*
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