Welcome back to Kl?

Finally I’m back here in KL. I don’t feel excited like I used to do during the past two years and now I feel so scared to have back here alone. Because I know I am nobody here and I’m tired to have fight here all alone. I feel so reluctance to come back yet I have to be a responsible girl since I’ve the working commitment here. Just feeling so down, I miss the island, miss the peoples there and more importantly I am always not alone there. But come back to the sad place like this, I have to work it out all alone again. It sucks to have come back to a place that doesn't belong to u.. :'( Only if u been to this kind of position and u will know how is it feels like. *sigh*

Bad day as I don’t share a good mood, bus driver was crazily stop by at the petrol station for 1 hour long and delay our journey. The seat place was so fucking narrow and I can’t bend down my seat to have a good rest on the bus. When I arrived, I need to carry along my ‘not so heavy’ luggage. I thought it was not heavy until I have to walk for so far only I realized actually for my dwarf size, it’s heavier for me. Sigh. I learn not to trouble peoples anymore and it’s very tough to have help up myself for this. Come to think about it, I really felt so thankful when parrot was there for me during the past two years and helped me to bear all the unbearable things together. I would really wanna thank him for this.

At night, after dinner, I felt a little bit of gastric pain who know it ends up turned to become diarrheoa! Yes, that’s all for my night, kept running toilet in and out and a sleepless night I had. I’m having diarrheoa still *ache*

Between thanks for those who really care, your words of touch do really keep me alive!